FABULOUS RED

Catch and Cut

2011-12-07T20:26:00.003+08:00

"This is Theresa Park reporting live from Melbourne," twenty-three-year-old Theresa Park wrapped up her live news report from a crime scene in a suburb in Melbourne.

“Cut! Good take!” the producer yelled. “Roll up crew!”

Theresa has been in the telecasting industry for only a year but she is picking up rapidly like a seasoned one who has worked for Channel One for more than ten years. Born with silky black hair, almond-shaped eye, rose red cheek and a slender figure, Theresa would definitely be the centre of attention in any occasions like parties, wedding ceremonies and even funerals. After all, she was made the homecoming queen during her senior prom year in her high school.

However, she has not dated much since her last boyfriend, Tom and her drifted apart. Tom was offered a job in an engineering firm in Singapore but she is reluctant to leave her parents behind to follow her boyfriend to Singapore. He tries to persuade her for a long time but she turns him down every single time. After a month in Singapore, he has decided to break up with her. She then devotes herself more into building her own career. In between, she has briefly dated but most of them last for only for four to six weeks only.

Theresa’s parents have occasionally set her up for blind dates. She dislikes the idea of attending a blind date but turns up for the sake to make both of her parents happy. At night after work, she sometimes find herself staring at the dark sky, wondering if she could ever find a man that loves her as much as her dad loves her mum. She secretly envies her mum. Both of their parents met at a friend’s twenty-first birthday party. They dated for two years and her dad proposed to her mum. Celebrating their twenty-fifth anniversary next month, both her parents have being through ups and downs together and share a rock-solid marriage.

Back to the crime scene, it is a robbery case where three robbers are suspected of ruthlessly burglarising and robbing a single mother of three children. Some police officers are sent to the crime of scene alongside with forensic scientists and paramedics. The poor mother was hit on the head with an empty wine bottle and flesh blood was flowing down from her forehead. Her three little kids, age around five to ten were crying helplessly as they see their mum bleeding.

It is Theresa’s last shift of the day so she rushes to the kids and gives them a hug. One of the little kids named Sophie is holding her teddy bear and bawling loudly in her pink pyjamas. Theresa gives her a hug and reassures over and over again that her mother will be safe.

"Alright Sophie. Stop crying. Your mum is going to be okay," Theresa reassures the five-year-old with an assuring and sweet smile. Not long after that, the police officers have ordered all civilians and the victims to clear the crime scene as they make way for forensic scientists to begin their operation.

“Hey officer. Is the little kids going to be okay?” Theresa approaches a police officer who offers to take the three children from her.

“They’ll be in good hands,” he remarks. “Hey, aren’t you Theresa Park, the young pretty news reporter from Channel One?”

“Yes, yes I am.” she replies and stares at the officer’s nametag. “Officer Calhoun?”

“Philip Calhoun,” the twenty-five-year-old policeman introduces himself, “Call me Philip or some of my friends call me Phil.”

“Hi Phil. Nice to meet you,” she answers.

“Pleasure to meet you, Ms. Park,” he replies.

“Call me Theresa,” she smiles as she offers him a handshake. “And thank you for watching my news reports.”

“You’re more prettier than you are on the screen,” Phillip shakes her hand. She notices his firm handshakes. Under the dim streetlight, she could see Phillip is physically well built. Phillip has light brown hair and his blue eyes have made him even more handsome and attractive. Phillip looks like one who loves spending the weekend surfing at the beach, judging by his tan skin.

“Can I follow you, I mean the little kids,” Theresa is feeling a little anxious and her palm is sweating a little, “I just want to make sure the kids, especially Sophie is fine.”

Phillip is somewhat moved by Theresa’s pretty appearance. He offers Theresa a ride to the police station. Theresa happily agrees. Sophie is happy when she sees Theresa is coming along with her.

“Look Danny! Look Marcus! The big sister from the TV is coming with us!” Sophie screams as she sees Theresa coming to her. Theresa embraces Sophie with another hug. Sometimes she secretly envies little kids like Sophie. One moment ago she was bawling helplessly and another moment she seems like she has forgotten the worries from earlier on. “Are you coming with me? I’m scared.”

“I’ll stay with you tonight Sophie,” Theresa tells her. Phillip smiles as he sees Theresa going so well with the little kids. On the way to the police station, the little kids are quiet most of the time apart from Sophie. She is busy playing with her teddy bear. Phillip looks at Theresa who is sitting next to him. “Thanks for coming, Theresa. You’re good with children.”

Theresa winks and remains silent. Deep down, Theresa is secretly admiring Philip. She could not help herself but take a quick glimpse at him. She finds him somewhat attractive. It has been a while she finds a guy so attractive that she cannot help looking at him. She even turns her face to the other side and smiles quietly.

On the other hand, Phillip has intentionally made a few detours. He is also secretly taking glimpse of her. She is wearing his favourite sweet daisy perfume that makes his heart pounds a little faster. He wipes his wet palm once every few minutes as he is anxious about how he feels about her and the other way round too.

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Photoshop Work

2011-11-27T21:44:00.002+08:00

KUCHING - A multicultural city with million of stories brought back home from abroad.

Inspired by the font Apple uses.

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The Unfinished Sentence

2011-08-12T23:26:00.004+08:00

The Unfinished Sentence: Read it here at http://bit.ly/qmYJq7 LH

A Beautiful Mistake

2011-07-02T22:45:00.002+08:00

Travis walked to the radio in his kitchen and turned it on. Soft country music filled the entire room as he sat at the dining table with his pot of hot coffee. As he poured his own cup of coffee, he could hear the soft rainfall outside. Occasionally there was the wind whispering through the soft rainfall. He walked to the couch and sat down there.

Travis allowed himself to be carried away in his own fantasy and imagination. He carefully picked up little details that he had always left out in life. Indeed, it was all those little details he had always neglected as he paced through his everyday life. Lying on the couch with a black suit, all he ever wanted was some time alone after the incident.

Travis Hill is a thirty-year-old salesman working at a medium-sized company situated in the heart of Sydney. Thirty years old and he is still single. He has never thought of settling down with someone or starting a new relationship ever since his high school sweetheart left him for another man. Sometimes, his parents wondered would Travis still go out with girls. He has practically given up hope on dating after he went to numerous unsuccessful blind dates and dates.

It was yet another ordinary day that Travis was out of his company selling his company’s latest product. Like any other working class, he was always sandwiched between people in the trains and buses during busy working hours. That day it was just not his day. His charming appearance, convincing words and eloquent speeches had always worked. However, his magic failed that day.

The time on his wristwatch showed few minutes to six. As the streetlights were turning on, the grey overloaded clouds began to burst into torrential rainfall. He needed to catch a bus to go back home. He ran in the rain towards the bus stop and by the time he reached the bus stop, the bus had just left and he was soaked and wet.

“Damn it!” Travis punched his fist onto a solid concrete wall nearby. He never imagined himself punching the wall so hard that his fist started to bleed.

“What else could have gone wrong today!” he yelled.

“Are you alright?” A familiar sound came from a distance.

“Oh hey Ryan. Bad day I reckon. Lost a major client and hurt my fist.” Travis replied. “What are you doing here alone? Aren’t you supposed to pick your girlfriend up?”

“I’m sorry to hear that. And does your fist hurt?” Ryan extended his hand to his bleeding fist.

“Need some medications and probably bandage it when I’m home,” he tried to keep his coolness and control his anger.

“I can help you with that if you don’t mind,” Ryan offered. Travis nodded.

A few minutes later a bus approached the station and both of them went back to Travis’ home. Being Travis’ best buddy since high school, Ryan had always gone to Travis’ apartment during the weekend to talk, eat and drink. Occasionally, when Ryan sparked an argument with his girlfriend, he may end up sleeping at Travis’ place. Upon arrival, Ryan quickly went to the cardboard and reached for bandages and medications.

Travis sat on the couch. Firstly, Ryan applied some Dettol on his wound before he put on some medication and wrapped it up with a bandage. When Ryan was done and about to leave, Travis suddenly pulled his best friend over, gave him a hug and broke down.

“Life’s always have its ups and downs bro,” Ryan comforted. He was shocked to see his best friend bawling so loudly for the first time ever since he knew him. Travis had always been the one who was least affected by emotions, one with strong and determined personality. “Come on bro, what’s wrong?”

Travis pulled himself away and tried to compose himself.

Both brotherly friends meet one another eye’s for the first time. They both looked at one another in a different way they used to. Ryan made the first move to pull Travis back into his arm. This time, they both exchanged a passionate and long kiss. As both of them loosen themselves and casted away their pressures, problems and worries, Travis helped Ryan to undo his suits.

Travis and Ryan made love twice on the couch that night.

The soft country music was still playing when Ryan walked out from the bathroom the next morning. Ryan wrapped his arm around Travis who was drinking his coffee. Travis turned to kiss him.

“What are you thinking Travis?” Ryan asked.

“About us. About what happen last night,” Travis feeling a little nervous and was trying to find a way to explain what had occurred. “It was a purely a mistake, Ryan.”

“A beautiful mistake Travis,” Ryan remarked. “It was spontaneous. The feeling is mutual. Further more, I have broken up with Beatrice.”

“What did you say? Why did you never tell me you broke up with Beatrice?” Travis was shocked by the breakup.

“We broke up last week. I saw her with another man,” he turned away as he tried to hide his sadness and dismal.

Travis hugged Ryan from the back and said, “I’m sorry Ryan. You should have told me.”

He turned and wiped away a tear and answered, “No worries Travis. It was all over now. And about last night, it was a beautiful mistake. It was wild but I truly enjoyed it.”

Travis wiped the tear away from Ryan’s face and gently pressed his lips onto his. Ryan took off his bathrobe and Travis led him into his room. They both passionately made love to one another, trying various positions and new things they never experience before.

Late in the afternoon, Ryan woke up in Travis’ muscular arm and found himself laying his head on his broad chest. As Ryan ran his fingers across Travis, he gently whispered the message of love into Travis’ ears.

“Travis Hill, I love you. I have always loved you since we first met in high school,” Ryan Scott confessed to his best friend, and now also his partner for life.

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Born This Way

2011-05-31T22:49:00.003+08:00

IT DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU LOVE HIM OR CAPITAL H-I-M
JUST PUT YOUR PAWS UP
CAUSE YOU'RE BORN THIS WAY, BABY

MY MAMA TOLD ME WHEN I WAS YOUNG
WE ARE ALL BORN SUPERSTARS

SHE ROLLED MY HAIR AND PUT MY LIPSTICK ON
IN THE GLASS OF HER BOUDOIR

"THERE'S NOTHIN WRONG WITH LOVIN WHO YOU ARE"
SHE SAID, "'CAUSE HE MADE YOU PERFECT, BABE"

"SO HOLD YOUR HEAD UP GIRL AND YOU'LL GO FAR,
LISTEN TO ME WHEN I SAY"

I'M BEAUTIFUL IN MY WAY
'CAUSE GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY

DON'T HIDE YOURSELF IN REGRET
JUST LOVE YOURSELF AND YOU'RE SET
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY

OOO THERE AIN'T NO OTHER WAY
BABY I WAS BORN THIS WAY
BABY I WAS BORN THIS WAY
OOO THERE AIN'T NO OTHER WAY
BABY I WAS BORN-
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY

DON'T BE A DRAG -JUST BE A QUEEN
DON'T BE A DRAG -JUST BE A QUEEN
DON'T BE A DRAG -JUST BE A QUEEN
DON'T BE!

GIVE YOURSELF PRUDENCE
AND LOVE YOUR FRIENDS
SUBWAY KID, REJOICE YOUR TRUTH

IN THE RELIGION OF THE INSECURE
I MUST BE MYSELF, RESPECT MY YOUTH

A DIFFERENT LOVER IS NOT A SIN
BELIEVE CAPITAL H-I-M (HEY HEY HEY)
I LOVE MY LIFE I LOVE THIS RECORD AND
MI AMORE VOLE FE YAH (LOVE NEEDS FAITH)

I'M BEAUTIFUL IN MY WAY
'CAUSE GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY

DON'T HIDE YOURSELF IN REGRET
JUST LOVE YOURSELF AND YOU'RE SET
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY

OOO THERE AIN'T NO OTHER WAY
BABY I WAS BORN THIS WAY
BABY I WAS BORN THIS WAY
OOO THERE AIN'T NO OTHER WAY
BABY I WAS BORN-
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY

DON'T BE A DRAG -JUST BE A QUEEN
DON'T BE A DRAG -JUST BE A QUEEN
DON'T BE A DRAG -JUST BE A QUEEN
DON'T BE!

DON'T BE A DRAG, JUST BE A QUEEN
WHETHER YOU'RE BROKE OR EVERGREEN
YOU'RE BLACK, WHITE, BEIGE, CHOLA DESCENT
YOU'RE LEBANESE, YOU'RE ORIENT
WHETHER LIFE'S DISABILITIES
LEFT YOU OUTCAST, BULLIED, OR TEASED
REJOICE AND LOVE YOURSELF TODAY
'CAUSE BABY YOU WERE BORN THIS WAY

NO MATTER GAY, STRAIGHT, OR BI,
LESBIAN, TRANSGENDERED LIFE
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN TO SURVIVE
NO MATTER BLACK, WHITE OR BEIGE
CHOLA OR ORIENT MADE
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN TO BE BRAVE

I'M BEAUTIFUL IN MY WAY
'CAUSE GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY

DON'T HIDE YOURSELF IN REGRET
JUST LOVE YOURSELF AND YOU'RE SET
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY

I WAS BORN THIS WAY HEY!
I WAS BORN THIS WAY HEY!
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY HEY!

I WAS BORN THIS WAY HEY!
I WAS BORN THIS WAY HEY!
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY HEY!

McNabfied Day!

2011-03-11T22:58:00.002+08:00

MARCH 11, 2011

I can't believe this! I meet Neil McNab for the first time in 2011! I am totally over the moon. Honestly. Frankly. Seriously. I am overwhelmed. I am on cloud nine! I meet Neil McNab.

It is awesome to catch up with a close mate, a mate whom I can spend hours talking to. We are close mates. It is perfect to catch up with a good friend whom I haven't seen for more than 3 months. And I am truly honoured, to have such a friend. Neil McNab, a truly remarkable Maths lecturer, a typical Aussie friend and definitely a truly honourable mate for life.

Keeping up with Neil is awesome and fabulous. We have endless or infinite topics to talk about. I reckon, in life, close mate can come in different sizes, ages, races and background. Yet, we still hit off very well. It is the kind of genuine friendship you will not want to give up, for life!

So, here's a humongous cheers for our friendship!

When Julia Gillard mentioned that "You have a true friend down under." and "...real mates talk straight." during her speech to the Congress of United States in Washington on 09.03.11, I knew she is right. Indeed, I have a true friend down under whom we can talk straight. And he is NEIL MCNAB.

I am very honoured. Indeed, I am truly honoured

To have such an honourable mate

Who extend wonderful and great mateship.

Life's never more interesting without you.

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First Love

2011-02-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

As the clock on his watch showed twelve-twelve, the scorching summer sun was high up in the air, radiating sunbeam to the land down under. Dan sat on the porch alone with a glass of iced tea and a photo album on his leg. Like any other Australians, Dan loved idling away his lazy summer days spending time at his porch.

Dan gently turned the front cover over and began to scan through each photo carefully, photos taken, collected and carefully kept over the years. As he ran his fingers gingerly through the photos, his perspiration and tears gradually fell down and hit the protective plastic layer on the photos again.

The photo album meant a lot to Dan. It was a priceless collection of photos of himself and his girlfriend, Daphne through the years. Vibrant and sporting spring outfits, sexy beach wears at the beaches during summer, casual and trendy autumn clothes to cozy and warm winter outfits, the photo album was a bank to where all the little moments of Dan and Daphne’s life were deposited. However, the bank offered no interest over the year. On the other hand, to Dan it returned him with hurtful feelings which he could never forget.

Spring brought about new hope. Dan and his college mates were all looking forward to the summer holidays despite they were still three months away. Dan was in the school library, putting his greatest effort to pass his semester in order not to be sent to summer school by his parents. As he was searching for Accounting revision books, he accidentally knocked into a blonde-hair with slender figure. All her books went all the way down.

Dan immediately picked up the books and as both their eyes met, Dan knew it was mutual attraction and the chemistry was reacting and sparks were igniting. Before his next breathe or before he could utter his apology, he knew she was the one.

“I am so sorry,” Dan apologised as he picked up the books that were scattered all around. “Heh I’m Dan, Dan Scott.”

“Oh hi. Daphne Roberts. People usually call me Daph. And don’t worry about the books. Are you ok? Are you hurt?” Daphne reached out her hand and felt Dan’s arm. The touch was definitely electrical. Dan lost his breathe and his heart beats skip an impulse.

“I’m.. alright. How about you?” Dan uttered the words. His face had definitely turned as red as the freshly picked tomatoes from the garden. Dan carried the books for Daphne and walked her to the library.

After the revision session, both of them started off well. They found both of them had a passion for accounting so much. Both Dan and Daphne shared the same big dream: going to Australia National University when they graduate from Year 12. And from ANU, they wanted to graduate as the nation’s leading and well-established accountants. Dan loved French food so much and by coincidence or rather fate, Daphne was taking up a French cuisine course at TAFE during weekends.

The incident in the library led the two to start dating. Dan was more than eager to meet Daphne everyday after class. Daphne could not wait to bring him to her house to sample her newly learnt French cuisine. Both of them walked to college and back home. Dan would surprise Daphne with a bouquet of pink roses on occasion and Daphne would be totally over the moon.

On one spring evening, Daphne brought Dan back to her house. Daphne passed Dan a can of beer and they both started talking away as the sunshine gave way to the darkness. Daphne laid herself on Dan’s chest as Dan slowly kissed her on her forehead for the first time. Daphne told him everything she knew about stars.

“When I was young, whenever I saw bright twinkling stars in the dark sky, I was so happy. And I reckon you must be wondering why,” Daphne said.

Dan just nodded as he brushed his fingers through Daphne’s straight blonde hair.

“My mum used to tell me that bright twinkling stars are like miracles. They can shine despite the darkness. And whenever I am feeling low, I will stare at the stars, telling myself miracles can and do happen,” Daphne closed her eyes and reminisced what her mother had told her.

Dan remained silent. As Dan stared upon the dark sky, he saw one particular star that was so bright that it caught his attention. He pointed on that star, and said, “Heh Daphne. Look at that star, that one, the extraordinary bright one.”

Daphne compelled herself to move away from Dan’s warm chest and sat beside him. She looked upon the direction where Dan was pointing his finger.

“I witnessed my miracle, and that miracle is you, Daphne. I love you, Daphne,” Dan whispered.

Daphne threw her arms around Dan’s neck. They both kissed passionately and during that instance, Dan did not want to let go and he wanted that moment to last forever. That humid spring evening, Dan gave his first time to Daphne. Eighteen-year-old Dan was anxious and excited then, but he had the whole evening to himself as he gently made love to Daphne. That night was an unforgettable night, a night both of them would never forget.

When Dan woke up the next morning, Daphne was still in Dan’s arms and she was sleeping so sweetly. As Dan watched her sleep, he saw the inner and outer beauty in her. She was so beautiful that Dan had inadequate of vocabulary to describe. First love was hard to forget, indeed when one truly put everything into it.

Some say first love never last.

Two years had elapsed. One summer day, Daphne left Dan without a word. A sudden fire killed the entire neighbourhood. No one was savaged. The inferno was beyond control and the firefighters failed their tasks although they tried their best. Daphne was gone, gone into thin air like ashes after a hazardous fire.

Twenty-nine now, Dan was still single. Ever since the incident, he had never been remotely interested in any other girls who stepped into his life. He still worked as a taxation accountant for he believed he wanted to realise their big dreams. He would never forget the dreams that Daphne and him talked about. During his leisure hour, he worked voluntarily as the community firefighter. Deep down inside, he never wanted the same unfortunate incident to happen on other people. He fought the fire valorously although he knew no matter how hard he tried, Daphne will never return.

As he turned the photo album back cover over, he knew and accepted the fact Daphne was dead. As he embraced the refreshing breeze that lapped onto his face, he knew his relationship with Daphne would always live on, as long as his heart still beats.

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#14 Snow Patrol - Set the Fire to the Third Bar

2010-11-23T16:00:00.003+08:00

Brief Introduction:
Artist Group Name: Snow Patrol
Song: Set the Fire to the Third Bar
Album: Dear John OST (2010)

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Dear John is an amazing romantic movie. I love it to the max!

Lyrics of this song is available at http://ow.ly/3e5OK

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#15 Mike Posner - Cooler Than Me

2010-11-20T15:53:00.003+08:00

Brief Biography
Artist Name: Mike Posner
Date of Birth: 12 February 1988
Origin: Michigan, United States
Song: Cooler Than Me
Album: 31 Minutes to Takeoff
Website: http://www.mikeposner.com
Twitter: http://twitter.com/MIKEPOSNER

Lyrics of the song is available at this link! Click [here] or type this link into the window bar http://ow.ly/3cUii

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TOP 15 HIT SONGS

2010-11-12T23:24:00.003+08:00

Heh mate! 2010 has been an awesome year with so many great songs being played on the radio. I have personally selected 15 songs which I played more than 100 times on my iTunes, iPod and iPhone! However, it is hard to rank from Number 15 up to Number 1!

Hence, I need your help! Rate your top 15 hits for me! Cheers! XD

(Arrange in alphabetical order)
Alejandro Lady GaGa
Beautiful in White Shane Filan
California Gurls Katy Perry ft. Snoop Dogg
Cooler Than Me Mike Posner
Dear John Theme Dear John Movie OST
Dynamite Taio Cruz
Firework Katy Perry
I Like It Enrique Iglesias ft. Pitbull
Just The Way You Are Bruno Mars
Mine Taylor Swift
Safe Westlife
Set The Fire To The Third Bar Dear John Movie OST
Take It Off Kesha
Teenage Dream Katy Perry
Telephone Lady GaGa ft. Beyonce

Drop your opinion which song should be the #1 hit song in the comment box!
*Polls end 30 November 2010*

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Beautiful in White

2010-09-01T20:14:00.002+08:00

Not sure if you know this
But when we first met
I got so nervous I couldn't speak
In that very moment
I found the one and
My life had found its missing piece

So as long as I live I love you
Will heaven hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight

What we have is timeless
My love is endless
And with this scream I
Say to the world
You're my every reason you're all that I believe in
With all my heart I mean every world

So as long as I live I love you
Will heaven hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight

oooh oh
You look so beautiful in white

Na na na na

So beautiful in white
Tonight

And if our daughter's what our future holds
I hope she has your eyes
Finds love like you and I did
Yeah, I wish she falls in love and I will let her go
I'll walk her down the aisle
She'll look so beautiful in white

You look so beautiful in white

So as long as I live I love you
Will heaven hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight

You look so beautiful in white
Tonight

Inspiring, moving and superb.
Three words are more than enough to describe this song by Shane Filan - lead singer of Westlife!

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Channing Tatum

2010-06-12T18:15:00.003+08:00

Since Oz has to wait until July 2nd till Dear John releases in DVD, so here are some pictures I got. He's Channing Tatum and he stars John Tyree in Dear John! You just gotta love Channing Tatum and all his movie! And credit to Nicholas Sparks who pens all these fantastic page-turning novels!

And to keep yourself updated with the latest information, Twitter is definitely the page you should go! Click on their names to follow them on Twitter!
Channing Tatum, Nicholas Sparks and Dear John

Alright. That's all for this post. I'll see you guys to in Twitter! Cheers!

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Dear John (2010 film)

2010-05-09T21:02:00.002+08:00

Dear John, starring Channing Tatum and Amanda Seyfried. Coming to you in DVD and Blu-Ray on 25 May 2010!

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Channing Tatum
Dear John

Since I miss the chance to watch it on big screen, I am so gonna pick up the DVD! 25 May 2010 is the day I am waiting for! Heh if you want to know more about the movie, why not read about the novel version first? Go to your local bookshop and ask for Nicholas Sparks' Dear John! You'll be immensely in love with it! Cheers!

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Dear John

2010-03-06T17:23:00.008+08:00

I was actually anticipating for Valentine's Day and Eclipse only this year but I never expect this movie hits me more and I seriously need to blog this out and recommend this awesome movie to everyone! I read about the movie the other day on Famous magazine and somehow I got a very strong passion for this movie.

DEAR JOHN
Based on the Novel "Dear John"
By Nicholas Sparks, best-selling author of "The Notebook"

For the first time in my life, this is the first romance film which is perceived from the perspective of a guy named John Tyree, portrayed by this handsome young 29-year-old actor.

CHANNING TATUM
Girls, any comment about this new hot guy?
I had an article all about him which I read in Famous magazine. Wanna read, anyone?

And here comes the beautiful and vibrant actress named Savannah Curtis played by Amanda Seyfried.

AMANDA SEYFRIED
Perhaps you have already known her as she is the lead role in Mama Mia! XD

I have some more pictures and posters about Dear John the movie. I really want to get a copy of the novel and watch it in cinema! Join me anyone? XD

My latest desktop for my MacBook Pro.

Some quotes which I managed to jot it down from the trailer:

That doesn't matter where you are in the world, it's [the full moon] never bigger than a thumb.
- Canning Tatum in Dear John

We'll be with each other all the time even we are not with each other at all.

- Amanda Seyfried in Dear John

I miss you so much, it hurts.
- Canning Tatum in Dear John

I wish to stay right here with you as long as I possibly can.It just all doesn't matter. You are all that matters to me. And I'm trying to figure out what the right thing is to do and I don't know what that is.
- Canning Tatum in Dear John

Every night I fall asleep worrying about you, wondering where you maybe out there but not tonight. Tonight you're here with me.
- Amanda Seyfried in Dear John

Even before I watch it, the trailer has already deserved a 5/5 from me. I hope the movie won't dismay me. So what do you think about this movie? Drop your comment here!

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So Scorching is the Sun

2010-02-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

And so the sun in Perth is so scorching that the weather hits 42 degree Celsius today! Everyone around the college is screaming like hell as the heat literally kills everyone. It is so hot and everyone thinks they are inside an oven! Feeling much like a roast chicken? XD

I distaste the sun. It is too hot and the weather forecast reports that the heat will sustain until end of the week.

I know I become very tanned since my first arrival in Perth in January. But what can I do? Tanned isn't a big deal for me, after all I crave for tanned complexion like the whites too. I just hate the heat. I can't stand it!

SO SCORCHING THAT F***ING SUN!

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Stage

2010-01-19T19:17:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, somewhere, please just give everyone their moment on the stage, let them be who they are, applause and laud them. You'll make and see differences.

Oh yea. And I always crave my stage and you know what my true stage is.

::LEON HA::

Farewell for Amanda, Marilyn and Leon

2010-01-11T21:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

*It was very late. I know*

It was only the beginning of the year and many of us are leaving to further their studies, including me. Last week I had an awesome time with my friends, roaming around Kuching City to celebrate our departure. Amanda is leaving for Kuala Lumpur to join Taylor's College on 7 January. Marilyn accepts the ASEAN Scholarship to further her study in Singapore on 15 January. Oh yea. Marilyn will be in uniform! Haha *cunning laughs*. I am heading to Perth on 24 January to join Year 12 at Canning College.

We first planned to go out as the 5 of us but Nicholas got something up and Francoise substituted him! Alright, we had crazy time camwhoring and taking pictures. So I prefer to upload the pictures. XD.

Amanda, Francoise and Marilyn. The 3 Teresian.

Wei Liang, Francoise and Leon. So we had our lunch at McDonalds, obviously.

Some of us are just reluctant to grow up.

Perhaps we all love Kuching and do not wish to leave our hometown.

There are so much more camwhore pics of Marilyn and Francoise.

Check up my Facebook for more. So lazy to update them here. XD

One of the picked camwhore pics at Boulevard Shopping Mall. XD

Alas, photo of the day: Group Photo! ♥ you all!

From left: Marilyn (Singapore), Leon (Perth), Wei Liang, Amanda (Kuala Lumpur), Francoise (Melbourne)

We all had pleasures and funs. Too high until everyone are screaming 'Chill!' to cool everyone down. Haha. Since everyone is going off to different pathway, I hereby wish all my friends all the best in their future undertakings. Till then and we meet again!

♥ friends ♥ forever ♥

XOXO

::LEON HA::

2009 Has Nine Important Events!

2009-12-31T20:32:00.004+08:00

The year is drawing to an end in less than 4 hours. This year I was lazy to summarise all happenings month by month. Instead, I'll list down 9 major events that occurred throughout the whole year which makes me hard to forget.

Event #1: Leon completes his SPM and secondary school!

Yes! I am officially done with SPM and my secondary school! I have gone through harsh times with SPM especially I encountered so many problems. First, I only started my revision only in August and SPM was due in November! I was seriously freakishly afraid of my SPM. When the trial exam was around the corner then, I totally flunked in it. I just hope my SPM result which will be released in March is as fabulous as my PMR result. Keep my finger cross! XD.

One thing I'm glad upon completion of SPM is that I never had to face History, Malay Language, Moral and Civics anymore in my life. Perhaps I'll come across them one day in my life but I am no longer compelled to study it and sit for examination for those subjects! Cheers!

Secondary school life meant a lot to me. Frankly, compared it to my primary school memories, secondary life taught me a lot. From the freedom I gained, I gathered my courage to venture and explore the society and the world. My school teachers and my school life taught me many things which are definitely a good help in my future! Sitting now and reflecting upon what had occurred throughout these 5 years and the efforts, it was truly memories worth treasuring. Of friends, hangouts and lots more. They are awesome! Simply FABULOUS!

Finally, Leon is now an official EX-HIGHIANS! Cheers!

Event #2: Down Memory Lane - Kuching High's Major Event of the Year

Due to the fire that razed our school last year, the school was coming out with all sorts of activities to raise fund. Down Memory Lane was seriously one major event in which no Highians could ever forget! Yea. Seriously. I hate to say this but Olympiad Maths Quiz really spoiled the day. The Maths Quiz clashes with our Down Memory Lane! Gosh! I really wanted to experience the whole event from 8 in the morning till 5 in the evening!

And did I tell you that, I even took pictures with some local artists for FREE! See! People usually need to buy tickets of admission into concerts and by fat chance you can take snapshots with them! And I took snapshots with some local artists for FREE and easily! Fortunate me!

Event #3: Leon gets his first iPhone!

Thanks Dad and Mum! I got my first iPhone! I had cool and fun time with the phone and busy like hives of bees exploring the versatile phone. Cool! I am freakishly and irrevocably in love with iPhone. Haha. A deep and sincere gratitude to my parents, for realising dreams of all teenagers. Thank you God for blessing me!

Event #4: Sadly, Leon loses his maternal grandma!

In January, I lost my maternal grandma. She left us after battling with Parkinson diseases and cancers for merely 5 years. I guess her departure was a good thing. At least she could rest in peace instead of battling every second of life with those irksome and cruel diseases. Although I did not spend as adequate time as I spent with my late paternal grandma, I did what I should do as a grandson. I love her too as my grandma and I shall miss her.

婆婆，安息吧！

Event #5: Leon has his driving license!

Finally the anticipated thing of a teenager - DRIVING LICENSE! Yup! I had got my driving license sometime in mid-June. After months of lessons and trainings, one kick, I passed my driving! I scattered my mind and forgot who were my passengers already. Nevertheless, I remembered one thing for sure, my best friend, Tan Yee is surely my first passanger! Congratulations too Tan Yee for getting your P license! XD! Cheers for both of us!

Event #6: Leon steps down from Koperasi!

Unexpected, I accepted my retirement from Koperasi with pleasure. I felt bad at first though after 5 years of services in Koperasi. It had really become part of my life and one of the reasons why I anticipated for school to reopen. Life in Koperasi was promised with great chill and fun especially when you got a bunch of great buddies with their unfailing support, namely Bong Sing Xian, Cindy Tan, Daniel Sim, Edmund Lau and Pauline Ho! Oh people! I love you guys!

By the way, we still have one thing left with Koperasi - OUR SALARY!! XD

Event #7: Leon's family China vacation during Chinese New Year!

As mentioned in my last post of 2008, my dearest paternal grandma leave us without a word. According to our Chinese custom, we were prohibited from celebrating CNY as a form of respect to our ancestor. Hence, our family (including dearest Grandpa, uncles and aunties and cousin) went for an one-week vacation to China! We visited Shanghai, ShuZhou, NanJing, HangZhou and lots more fascinating places. It was indeed a rare opportunity for us to gather together and go for a holiday together! Oh. Such a fond memory!

Lessons learnt: Family is always our priority. XD

Event #8: Leon travels too frequent this year!

I was always missing in action especially during school holidays as my family had to try to fulfill our Temporary Resident (TR) requirement. We were always on the air flying to and fro from Kuching to Singapore and then to Perth. In Perth, I managed to meet up with Jerry and it was a pleasure meeting Jerry and his family! Aww. And I simply could not forget Aunty Rose for throwing a surprise BBQ party for us too! Thank you so much! As for Mark and Kavan, I am so sorry that I didn't know you guys were at Perth too! Anyway, I'll see you 2 too next year! And Tyler too! I am gonna see you in person too next year! Can't wait to uncover my new life next year in Perth! Full of anticipation and hopes!

Event #9: Leon treasures all his friends forever and ever!

I love you guys! Thanks for all the memories! I think by just summarising all the memories we had together in just few sentences is merely injustice! Hence, my blog content labelled 'Friends' are always there for you guys! I love you all and we MUST keep in touch forever!

I shed my tears the moment we left school but little do I believe that our path will cross again! I have faith in our friendship and I shall clench onto it despite we had little dispute and misunderstandings throughout. The true and genuine friendship is the one that does not crash or break despite odds and setbacks!

To all my teachers who have educated me, I love you guys too! An ocean of thanks for educating me and for bringing me through challenges in life. Thank you so much! Again, the mere few sentences are just inadequate but a sincere gratitude with a life-long term is the only thing I could expressed for you all!

Two thousand and nine, 2009 - had been a challenging and wonderful year for everyone, especially economic crisis crashes the whole world. Nevertheless, we all held our hands together and ventured through all setbacks together and together we walked towards the very end, that is today - 31 December 2009!

No winter lasts forever, no spring skips its turns - life is never smooth or harsh at all time. The blends and mixtures of all sorts of things nurture and mould us to be a better person. I thank the year for being another great teacher, offering me lots of valuable lessons I need to treasure in life and carry them with me as I valorously accept the forthcoming challenges in the coming year.

Again, I closed this year epilogue with the same words and phrases:

GOODBYE 2009, WELCOME 2010!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

::LEON HA::

Merry X'Mas 09!

2009-12-24T23:29:00.003+08:00

Let the picture does the saying this time.

I'll sit down, relax and enjoy Christmas this year!

To all my friends and family,

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

::LEON HA::

Updates

2009-12-19T09:51:00.002+08:00

Heh, for more updates, click the following link:

http://leonha92.wordpress.com

So lazy to update the blog here since blogspot and wordpress has different structures. XD.

Merry Christmas in advance :)

::LEON HA::

心声

2009-10-25T22:38:00.005+08:00

像蒲公英那么的轻浮，自由地在蔚蓝天空下，浩浩荡荡却无重力地翱翔！

少年时期就让他想逆风飞行，勇往直前，疯狂地去闯，凭着自己感觉，自由的在蔚蓝天空下漫游！

::LEON HA::

Official New Moon Trailer

2009-10-02T17:29:00.002+08:00

Cool! The official New Moon trailer is finally already out! Enjoy it! I am really anticipating for this Twilight saga! Gonna watch it at MBO with all my friends! XD

Masquerade

2009-09-20T16:39:00.003+08:00

Come to think about it, life is all about being ourselves. Human beings have up to a zillion types of combination and variation - even Mathematics could not calculate how many types of people are there in the world [using permutation and combination]

And plus I blasted Ashley's second single from her new studio album 'Guilty Pleasure' - Masquerade, I have made up my mind to put aside my books to scribble my thoughts at my blog.

Since we all have our own style and characters, what is the point for us to masquerade our own true self so that we could blend into others world? What's the point? I got neither. We should not masquerade our own creditable good points and also our shameful weakness. After all, learning from mistakes is part and parcel of growing up.

Plus, we should not masquerade other people's strengths and weaknesses too. It's hard to achieve this since we love to masquerade other people's strengths and expose publicly their weaknesses. After all - we are HUMANS of the 21st century. Who could alter and rectify this weakness? God knows.

Masquerading our weakness is also our weak point. We try to hide our untalented and shameful side to impress others.

That is human's complexity.

You could help change this human's weakness? Think about it. Perhaps if the future generation comes along with no 'masquerade' in their vocabulary, this world could have being a more peaceful and harmonious place for everyone.

By the way, 'It's Alright It's Ok', 'Masquerade' and 'What If' are terrific and awesome songs from Ashley's latest album. Download them if you love.

Oh well, just random and there is a gush of adrenaline to update my blog for today. That's all.

Happy Holidays to everyone!

::LEON HA::

Finance Club Gathering

2009-09-17T23:21:00.003+08:00

I know I was absolutely procrastinating. The Finance Club Gathering was back in August and I only update them now. So sorry. And my blog was so still and dead. Every day I thought of accessing the Internet and update my blog but to no avail. Thanks to my trial exam. No choice. Study. Study. Study. Study. Blah =p. Sick of it.

Yup. Everyone all time's favourites - Pizza XD

The famous pepperoni pizza! Yummy! I L.O.V.E. this one =)

Whenever there is a new techno stuff, there is Pauline! Haha

Oh well, finally a year of hard work and diligent effort for the school Finance Club pay off! And since I handed my post over to Yen Ru officially during the club AGM, my sweet time of being the club's president and my journey in the school co-curricular draws to an epilogue.

Co-curricular taught me the three stages of life:

1. Initially, when you first join a club, you would be lifted with high spirit, high hope and you are absolutely committed. It is also at this stage you make more friends and increase your boundary in life.

2. This stage you begin your struggles. You feel so stressed out by your work besides academic pressure. We all crave being a all-rounder but sometime God creates us with certain limit. Pushing to the limit causes you to show apathy towards your club. It is always true that after you reach the peak of anything, you would either plateau off or slide down. It's proven true. =)

3. The stage of waving goodbye. At the end of the day, despite all those hardships you have ventured through throughout your 5 years, you will have a feeling of unwilling to let go. Either the sweet or the hurting memories has being craved in your heart core forever. When you flashback, you would feel so touched and proud of what you have done! Trust me. That's true.

Also, you have come to this stage of your life, it's because you got...

... A GROUP OF UNFAILING FRIENDS AND TEACHERS ...

PROVIDING YOU WITH SHELTER, LOVE, CARE AND GUIDANCE.

Teachers - for being considerate, loving, caring and guiding us throughout these years

Friends - who have being truly stand by your side and bring you through everything!

Seriously, at the epilogue of my co curricular life, I would allow tears of being touched and loved fall, as much as it wish. The tear is the silhouette a fond memory of my school life! And I am seriously enjoying my secondary life.

I.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U.G.U.Y.S.

Till then and may our path cross again!

Friends Forever =)

::LEON HA::

Tagged

2009-09-07T14:57:00.000+08:00

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.

2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.

3. At the end of the game the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 10.22 pm
Name : Leon Ha
Sisters : 1
Brothers : nil
Shoe size :10 – 12 UK
Height : 173 cm
Where do you live : Kuching
Favourite drinks : Iced Chocolates, Iced Tea (Sharpay’s choice!)
Favourite breakfast : Authentic Asian Cuisine
Have you ever been on a plane : Yea. Just touched down few hours ago =)
Swam in the ocean : Consider Damai Beach part of an ocean?
Fallen asleep in school : Yes. During the lessons I loathe. XD
Broken someone’s heart : Abstract questions
Fell off your chair : Recently and ended up Kenny teasing me again!
Sat by the phone and waiting for someone to call : Yea!
What is your room like : A bed, two lamps, one wardrobe, my own washroom, three window pans, a fan and an air con XD
What’s right beside you : Phone, pencil box, calculator and Mathematics books
What is the last thing you ate : Fried chicken
Ever had Chicken pox :Yes
Sore throat : Of course and it sucks
Stitches : Yea.
Broken nose : Absolutely no!
Do you believe in love at first sight : May varies depending on situation
Like picnics : With friends, why not?
Who was/were the last person you danced with : No idea.
Last made you smile : Tan Yee.
You last yelled at : Tan Yee (virtually)
Today did you talk to someone you like : Yea. Glad they all replied.
Kissed anyone : In my dream.
Get sick : Who does not experience that before>
Talk to an ex : No ex =)
Miss someone : Yea.
Eat : Italian Cuisine
Best feeling in the world : Enjoying your own privacy and the whole world listen to you!
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : Nope =)
What’s under your bed : Air
What do you really hate : A lots.
What time is it now : 10.33 pm

5 things i was doing 10 years ago
1. attending elementary school
2. started learning piano and theory
3. first trip to USA
4. blur with my future – cant decide what subjects i love
5. having less trouble

5 snacks i enjoy
1. ice cream
2. chocolate
3. junk food
4. biscuits
5. cookies

5 things i would do if i were a billionaire go figure !

1. Buy a huge mansion according to my own style

2. All Maths books across the globe

3. Collection of Mercedes Benz and Louis Vuitton products

4. Travel to Italy

5. Do everything I crave!

5 of my habits

1. hallucinate too much

2. texting friends

3. do math questions

4. chatting on the phone

5. buying things i crave

5 places i have lived in

1. House (Phoning Garden, Richmond Hill, First Avenue)

2. Hotels (anywhere)

3. Damai Beach (the Ohana camp 08 and of course other time)

4. Malaysia

5. Perth

5 people i’m tagging is anyone on tag list

1. zhann

2. tan yee

3. felicia

4. amy

5. kim chern

P/s: I know this is weeks ago, oh well, just something to keep this blog looks updated XD

::LEON HA::

1.. 2.. 3.. and to INFINITY

2009-07-15T19:02:00.006+08:00

Yea. Life's being so busy until my blog got neglected without ample updates for almost 2 weeks! I know I am becoming lazy but sometimes I guess I've so much to catch up especially it is 2nd semester now. OMG! It means SPM is approaching sooner than ever!

Ok. So last Saturday our koperasi went to attend the award ceremony by SKM. Full of hopes we went there and seriously I instantly felt helpless and hopeless when we were announced to be the 2nd runner up only! WTF! When we finally cooled off and discussed, we realised that our koperasi's profit plunged too much.. Thanks to the stupid former principal with his total foolishness - taking away the sales of school magazine, diary and bulletins away from us! SHIT!! He's so irksome in many ways!

Oh ya! I drove Zhann, Cindy and Pauline home. They camwhore a lot in my car and Zhann even took pictures of me! How interesting!

Here's the picture Zhann took and Pauline also experimented around with my iPhone...

Cindy, Pauline & Zhann

My unfailing friends & partners in Koperasi! I LOVE U GUYS!

Yup! Pauline showing off her prowess of camwhoring using my iPhone!

Draw to a conclusion = Pauline is 100% qualified to use an iPhone dy! *Invoking what Pauline mentioned the other day XD*

There are more pictures in my Facebook account and so as in Zhann's blog. XD. FYI, Zhann credited me a 89/100 for my driving when I first drove her and Roland to tHe Spring on the same week! Whee!! Too bad Kenny marked me a 2/10 only! WTF! LOL

KIM CHERN!!

I'm trying to find time to drive you out! I know you are buzzing around and anticipating to be in my car! Yea I know!
Keep waiting =) Thank u!!

Daw's birthday, 10 July (Oops. sequence mixed up but priority not mixed up.. Koperasi comes first XD). We bought him a wallet and guessed what? Daw's using it now! Whee! Too bad I din get a snapshot of his prexie. XD. Glad that Daw loves it.

Next, sister's heading back to Perth today. Aww. I missed a chatting partner again! I remembered when she was here, alright we are seriously talk-a-holic. We chatted from 11pm until 2am in the morning! Freaking much? XD.

What else is in my list? I am tapping my fingers whenever I tried to ponder what had occurred for the past few weeks. XD.

Ok. My health was ailing for the past few days. First come sore throat. Followed by flu and charting the list is cough. Thank God it wasn't A(H1N1)! Phew~

Fine.. come to resolution for the 2nd semester:

-Less time on iPod
-Less time on iPhone (I got addicted to the games)
-Less time on Facebook (compelling myself to wave goodbye to those heart-capturing & addictive games)

-More time on my books

Ok. I'm trying to do more Mathematics this month! And finish my Form 4 Biology Chapter 2 - 6 by end of next week + Form 4 History Chapter 1 - 5 by end of next week! Keep fingers cross I'm disciplined enough to follow my resoultion =)

Next, stupid Malaysia Government! They reverted teaching Math and Science back to Malay Language! WTF! They are totally like ostrich trying to bury their head under the sand when setbacks tackle! Yea. Just because the rural areas and some kiaws do not understand English doesn't mean the other students do not understand English! I pity all those younger generation - imagine next time when they further their studies in any field.. Ask them in English, they answer you "Minta maaf.. Saya tak know lah.. I.. terlalu diMelayukan semasa di Malaysia.. (Translation: Sorry, I dunno lah.. I am too Malay-fied in Malaysia)" XD.

Trust me - that's Malaysia "BRIGHT" future.

Picture this, all those Mathematics & Science books are penned in English GLOBALLY and we are still like toads and frogs under the well - reverting to a language that only 0.000000000000000001% of the world recognises it? SHIT.Alright, I'm seriously in love with...

Yea! Wilber Pan! He's so handsome and adorable!

What more to say bout his voice and songs?!!

I AM TOTALLY MAD ABOUT WILBER PAN!! XD

Yea. I still have lots of things to blabber out until as what I've mentioned in my title.. INFINITY. So I am gonna update them bits by bits although I know that as time elapses more things would be happening and I've got to update them. Well, take it as the colourful part of my life then! XD

Have a Nice Day!

P/s: Leon craves going to Rome and Milan this year end for a vacation! Grant my wish!

::LEON HA::

Comes Another Wave

2009-07-02T16:08:00.001+08:00

After the exhausting two weeks marathon of Down Memory Lane, Hari Koperasi & Sports Day, another wave has risen and hit me again! Darn! I got so many things queuing up waiting for me to attend to. They are: Koperasi Meeting Minutes, Koperasi Annual Report, Finance Club Annual Report, English Essay, Mathematics Homework, Additional Mathematics Questions, Biology Assignment, Biology Correction and so much more. I just hope I am in time to cope with them all.

Oh. I know I am late but sorry I really do not have time to upload recent photos coinciding (yea. most of the events really happen simultaneously). I have the Down Memory Lane, Hari Koperasi & Sports Day pics yet every second does not permit me to do that. I am nearly suffocating until I tried to compelled myself to escape from the ailing study atmosphere out to grasp some refreshing air. XD.

By chance I found this snap shot I took from Ohana camp last year. Yea. Suddenly I crave the insouciance once again I savour. It was a really nice experience. At least by looking at the greens, I got to forget some tensions and pressures that shrouders me daily.

I know Sometimes in life, we cannot be running and moving all the time. There are some places and some times, we should slow down our pace and have a look around the panorama that gestures us with great pleasure! Resting enables one to move even further!

Have a nice day people!

::LEON HA::

Super Duper

2009-06-19T16:59:00.001+08:00

It has being a super duper week for me and for most of the Highians. First, we need to rectify our waking hours perhaps from 9 am to 5.30 am! Yea. School reopens. Darn. The school gestures us with the stacks of examination papers flowing back! Argh. So much for an ave.

My results drop a little this time only my chemistry which I dump in so much effort yet I still got a B! What the Heck! Alright. At least still not a C or below. Fine. Pull up my socks next time. I know. And that has being the advice I give to myself as an excuse. Sigh.

Tuesday I sat for my driving law and finally what a 17 year old teen crave item is in my hand! DRIVING LICENSE! Yeap! I pass my driving! Thank God. And if you read the preeciding post, the driving exam coincide with my Koperasi meeting. For Heaven sakes, I got the first slot in which I managed to sit for my driving exam before lunch hour and got to attend my very last ALK Koperasi meeting! Cheers! I am so on cloud nine when things just work out perfectly!

Wednesday was just an ordinary day until yesterday. All of a sudden all Highians, teachers and students were transformed into agitated interior designers - turning every corner of the school into something spacious and beautiful! Yea. Thanks to the fire that razed the school last year, the school board of management has come out with the "Down Memory Lane" master plan to help raise fund for the school. Yea. And students are the victims and the MAIN HUMAN POWER of course. Sigh. I really sympathise those prefects, dashing up and down. They are really brisk workers! XD. Exclude me of course XD.

Financial Club exhibition was artistically and beautifully done! Thanks to all my members! I am really elated at the compliments received from the teachers! Thank you guys! Daniel has being the great leader. Pauline and Cindy have never fail to give me unfailing support. The other members also did fantastically well too! Haha. I am really impressed that you guys can produce something that nice in a jiffy! Thank you!!

Alright. The school's being totally not a school at all for this week, just for the sake of 20 June (tomorrow) event. Wish everything could run well and keep fingers cross that we could raise as much fund as possible to rebuild our school.

Tomorrow I am going to be super duper - Olympiad Math competition at UiTM, Mathematics Department Booth and Financial Club Booth! Super Man much? Whoo! Next week, Koperasi Day + Sports Day!

Darn. I can feel the fatigue ailing me insolently already. Sigh.

::LEON HA::

Worst Exam Ever

2009-05-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

Seriously, exam has just finished today but I have a feeling this time round would be my worst exam ever. Frankly, I do not have sufficient time to prepare. Unlike last time which I had abundant of time to study during the year-end break and Chinese New Year hols here and there. And this time essays come in which I definetly am bad in. I know I need to pull up my socks but no matter how diligent I get, sometimes my brain does not have enough vacant space for all the information!

Mathematics occupies part of it, gossips and personal stuffs. There are indeed so many things need to be stored in the brain! History and Biology those memory-tasking subjects are really collapsing my brain's neurones. I guess they have all overworked! Gosh! WTF! I know I am not a versatile student who is multi-task in so many field! I can tell you frankly I am damn interested only in:

* Mathematics

* Additional Mathematics

* General Science

* Accounting

* Koperasi

* MONEY

I had apathy towards the rest =) thats why I do not focus much and do not excel. You have to vindicate off the blame from me. I guess I was borned to be infatuated with the 6 items above. What can I do about that? Rebel against God's arrangement and try something ridiculous? Nyeh. I AIN'T AETIS! XD. *lame excuse*

Perhaps I'll just wish to blabber out all my unease and irksome feeling that faltered me throughout these 2 weeks. I had nightmares, broken sleep, insufficient rest and lots more. Tomorrow I can't sleep well too, 11pm gonna arrive in Perth! What the! How can I sleep then? Gosh. Guess that's just a sudden adjustment to my life.

Fine, back to packing.. XD Just a HAPPY HOLIDAYS to everyone of you out there! XD

::LEON HA::

it's being a year...

2009-05-08T19:54:00.001+08:00

Time advances that now it's almost a year grandma left me. Uncle Thong phoned now inquring when is the date according to the Lunar Calender Ah Ma left us. At that instant, the sadness which I made every great painful effort to bury it has suddenly popped out so naturally and I sighed at how relentlessness time elapsed and for almost a year, I had not shouted out loudly Ah Ma. That day in Grandpa's house, I was having lunch in the kitchen when I suddenly reminisced grandma's cooking, her porridge, her dishes and everything she cooked for the entire family! I damn miss her porridge, her fares and everything! My tears were merely falling. Sigh. I guess time passes but I still preferred I got stucked in the time when I spent together with Ah Ma.

Since the departure of hers, I kept on dreaming her. For the first few months, I was so looking forward to everytime I dreamt about her. It is sort of like a psychological comfort for me. At least in my dreams I can spent my time with Ah Ma although it is temporary and virtual. I woke up the very next day with streaming tears. I know I miss her! I miss her a lot! Yet nothing could buy her back to the Earth! I only plead that scientists could come up with a time machine. I wish to travel back to time to meet Ah Ma. Or God, I beg you, please return me my Ah Ma! I know we need her a lot. She's the greatest, not for then and now but she has influenced us for so long.

At an empty aisle,
as i stroll along,
i miss grandma,
i could feel her, i could hear her.
But i just wanna see her
and talk to her non-stop
before finishing off with
I LOVE YOU!
Thanks for everything!

~sigh~

::LEON HA::

A Battle Within

2009-05-02T22:38:00.003+08:00

I know I am clenching on so many things that sometimes I ought to let go. The moment I let go, I need to battle against the dilemma within. I cannot afford to be left behind as each second of life elapses and having insouciance in life is so as equatic as the statement before. I know I want them all but I really have to battle agains the ailing dilemma. The battle within falters me sometime and somehow.

I know the problem originates from me, my attitude and my style and everything about me. However, as people say, environment shapes a man. No doubt that most of my characters are shaped by my surrounding.

I am constantly battling within whenever I see something that will incur me into something I hate dealing with. In fact in life, I need to battle against minute stuffs (I know how minute they are) but still I constantly wish to be a radiant guy. Relentlessness may be the resolution, but what can I do? Consult a psychologist? Nuts! To me, it's a folly act!

I know I want my things abound and the price is that to battle against the troublesome dilemma. To me, radiant is walking away after winning the battle insolently. Think about it, won't it sometimes be a higher price than I would need to pay?

Such as the trade of a true friendship? The exchange for family ties? The lost of forever insouciance and tranquility for the soul and physical? Or even nil towards at the end of the day?

Again, it's a battle within I must WIN. That's the attitude. Winning is everything. That's why. Sigh.

::LEON HA::

2009-04-25T15:54:00.004+08:00

I am freakishly missing all the heat, the waves, the thrills and the insouciance of this place! A place I could find a piece in mind... I just wanna have a weekend at the beach, just myself and a nice book.. away from the bustling and rustling city. Just ONE day please... i plead silently...

~sigh~

::LEON HA::

Ashley's Back!

2009-04-15T17:37:00.001+08:00

Yes! Ashley's back in 2009 with her brand new album!

GUILTY PLEASURE!!!

It's officially out in mid-June but meanwhile her first single It's Alright It's Ok! is officially out! Purchase and download it at iTunes at only $0.99! Her new single is way cool! I got it in my iTunes, iPod and phone dy!

ASHLEY ROCKS!!

Yea! It's back to ASHLEY TISDALE!

::LEON HA::

You Know What They Say...

2009-04-09T21:53:00.002+08:00

I was totally seeing red this morning. Duh. I was so innocent and I got reprimanded for no reason? What the Fuck! So it all started with the volley ball thingy thing. Just FYI, every year my school is chosen for all the volley ball competitions. XD. So the leverage of the volley ball competition, especially the final drew the attention of all students to ditch lessons and happily idling away time, cheering and supporting for their teams.

So I ditched Moral. Just for a while. When I suddenly remembered the teachers from Koperasi were hunting down from me. I quickened my pace and dashed off for the staff room to see all the teachers. Later, Mdm. Ting advised me to give the principal the letter personally.

Following instructions, I headed for the staff room and came to know that the principal was not there and the office boy told me he had marched to the hall few minutes ago! Hecks! I missed Mr. Lim. So I ran to the hall and passed him the letter.

After that, I walked pass the corner where Wei Ling and Tan Yee were on their posts, performing the duty (for prefects.. duh..). Suddenly, that Mdm. Wong, the school Asst. Principal of Students' Affair walked past us. This is the convo that maddened me. Frankly. I still even wish she is here to read my blog!

Mdm. Wong: What are you three doing here? Are you 3 having duties? (3 referred to me, Tan Yee & Wei Ling)

ME: (honestly) No.. I was just passing the letter to Mr. Lim.. Emm. Koperasi's stuff

Mdm. Wong: (rudely and arrogantly) I WASN'T TALKING TO YOU!

WHAT THE FUCK GOSH! How do you calculate? Me, Tan Yee and Wei Ling, exactly three person and the SECOND ago you were mentioning the trio and now you debated that you wasn't talking to me and still in the arrogant, immoral attitude! What kind of attitude do you have?! And you are an Additional Math teacher, simple 3 person you also miscounted it?! What the?! And I do accept the apology if you.. you know say sorry by saying such harsh words on me but you didn't which compel me to blog the dark side of KHS on blog! I was saying in such an honest and polite tone! Nuts!

Hence, you know what they say, a MONSTROUS leader spawns PROBLEMED followers. So next time if you see me behaving not like the behaviour of an ordinary perfect, vindicate off the blames as you yourself do not communicate politely and from now on, you lost your respect from me!

You deserve it! It's better you read it! I'm glad that you would make reflection upon your own mistake. Learn your lesson! No one is perfect, so as YOU!

...still seeing red now...

::LEON HA::

Updates in a Rush

2009-04-07T15:22:00.003+08:00

Perhaps I am either too busy or too free until I do not know what to blog. Seriously.

So I'll just update whatever I recall.

First, I can't think of a perfect title for this post. What the Gosh! After staring at the screen for couple of minutes, I finally have come to a decision to use this title. Brain's cerebrum isn't

functioning so well. XD.

28 March - GERKO day. Financial Club co-hosted an Inter Club Station Games at our school. I haven't get any snap shots yet! XD. Just passed the pendrive to Cheryl today. Hope she managed to give it to me tomorrow. We had great fun that day. I still could reminisce the fun Gilbert had splashing water on people. Hehe. Later, Felicia, Karen, David and I went for a quiz competition in Institut Eksekutif which is located in 3rd floor of Crowne Tower. The quiz was actually held in collaboration with the institute's open day. Hehe. The result was never announced although more than 10 days have elapsed. XD. I am freakishly curious but my result though. XD. *See how bad I did? XD*

Took some pics of the artworks of students from Civil Engineering Department though. Enjoy.

The gonna-to-be civil engineers building a road model.

A model house which took a group of students months to complete it!

Whoo~ Impress me. I mean their determination =)

Weekdays are just as dull as before though I wont expect unduly funs and thrills. Last weekend we had the Qing Ming Festival. As I am not going to clean the tomb of my both belated grandmas (which is prohibited for first year newbies.. ask the Chinese culture, not me for the reasons), I slept until 9am! Cool! First time. Hehe. It was kinda fun.

Randomly, I am posting the books that I have ordered from Aaron's newly established bookstore, Famous Bookstore.

Pelangi Score A in SPM Mathematics
Pelangi Practice A++ Mathematics F4
Pelangi Practice A++ Mathematics F5
Oxford Fajar Score in SPM Mathematics Model Test Paper 2009/2010
Longman Super Score Prinsip Akaun F4

I am crazy, ain't I? XD. Confession of a shopaholic much? FYI, I shop for reference books =). An akward yet fresh new hobbies XD.

Oh ya before I forget. I donated RM 8.88 (a prosperous number..) to Red Crescent this year for the Flag Day 2009! I am so generous, ain't I? *vain much*. Hehe. I recorded this down because rumoured reach my ear pinnas that our Kuching Chapter RC officers corrupt the money! WTFG! If this year the report comes out and saying that I have accumulated less than the referred amount above, I am so sueing them. Especially that wicked-looking You-Know-Who. I hate her damn c*bai face so much =).

Cool. Quite a long post already. Update next time with more photos, I hope so. Keep fingers cross. Bye XD.

::LEON HA::

David Archuleta: Barriers

2009-04-02T18:22:00.002+08:00

Haha. Felicia introduced to me this lovely singer who has a voice of his own, cute and adorable face, adorned with a gentle sweet and affectionate smile! Yea! He’s the American Idol 2nd runner up! David Archuleta! Haha. I am in serious crash with his songs - Barriers =).

Enjoy the song. XD. I'll upload the song a.s.a.p. XD

BARRIERS

By: David Archuleta

Well I don’t know how to say this right,
And the words got me choking,
I keep hitting this wall,
It’s never gonna fall,
And we’re still broken,
This mountain we’ve been trying to climb,
It’s never ending,
Just can’t do nothing, gotta do something,
Cause if we don’t open up our eyes,
We’re just pretending,

Well there’s a time for giving up,
Didn’t wanna have to say it,
All we’re doing is building walls,
And now there’s too many barriers,

Here we are lying here,
It’s our last final goodnight,
Just because it feels so good,
No use pretending we’re alright,
Too many locks (locks), too many crimes (crimes),
Too many tears (tears), too many lies (lies),
Too many barriers (barriers).
Oh, just too many barriers.

Now we’ve been draggin’ this whole thing out,
But I can’t wait any longer.
Our love’s burnin’ down,
Creepin’ in the doubt, we’re not gettin’ any stronger.
I hear you say that we’re doin’ okay,
But, baby, I don’t think so.
Just can’t do nothin’gotta do somethin’,
‘Cause if I don’t get into my car,
I won’t go very far.
Well, there’s a time for givin’ up.
Didn’t wanna have to say it.
All we’re doin’ is building walls.
Now there’s too many barriers.

Here we are, lyin’ here.
It’s our last final goodnight.
Just because it feels so good,
No use pretending we’re alright.
Too many locks (locks), too many crimes (cries),
Too many tears (tears), too many lies (lies),
Too many barriers (barriers).
Too many barriers.
Just too many barriers

That we keep running into.
Been tryin’, but we just can’t break through.
I know I’m gonna keep wishin’ I was with you,
But we just gotta stop…

Here we are, lyin’ here.
It’s our last final goodnight.
Just because it feels so good,
No use pretending we’re alright.
Too many locks (locks), too many crimes (cries),
Too many tears (tears), too many lies (lies),
Too many lies.
In a hurry to get somewhere,
And the road’s tryin’ to block ya, block ya (too many barriers)
And you feel like you’re nowhere,
‘Cause the world’s tryin’ to stop ya, stop ya (too many barriers)
In a hurry to get somewhere,
And the road’s tryin’ to block ya, block ya (too many barriers)
And you feel like you’re nowhere,
‘Cause the world’s tryin’ to stop ya, stop ya (too many barriers)

::LEON HA::

Lights Off!

2009-03-27T19:56:00.004+08:00

This year, Earth Hour has been transformed into the world’s first global election, between Earth and global warming.

For the first time in history, people of all ages, nationalities, race and background have the opportunity to use their light switch as their vote – Switching off your lights is a vote for Earth, or leaving them on is a vote for global warming. WWF are urging the world to VOTE EARTH and reach the target of 1 billion votes, which will be presented to world leaders at the Global Climate Change Conference in Copenhagen 2009.

This meeting will determine official government policies to take action against global warming, which will replace the Kyoto Protocol. It is the chance for the people of the world to make their voice heard.

Earth Hour began in Sydney in 2007, when 2.2 million homes and businesses switched off their lights for one hour. In 2008 the message had grown into a global sustainability movement, with 50 million people switching off their lights. Global landmarks such as the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco, Rome’s Colosseum, the Sydney Opera House and the Coca Cola billboard in Times Square all stood in darkness.

In 2009, Earth Hour is being taken to the next level, with the goal of 1 billion people switching off their lights as part of a global vote. Unlike any election in history, it is not about what country you’re from, but instead, what planet you’re from. VOTE EARTH is a global call to action for every individual, every business, and every community. A call to stand up and take control over the future of our planet. Over 74 countries and territories have pledged their support to VOTE EARTH during Earth Hour 2009, and this number is growing everyday.

We all have a vote, and every single vote counts. Together we can take control of the future of our planet, for future generations.

VOTE EARTH by simply switching off your lights for one hour, and join the world for Earth Hour.

Saturday, March 28, 8:30-9:30pm.

::LEON HA::

17 Birthday =)

2009-03-25T21:02:00.002+08:00

LEON DA FABULOUS TURNS 17 TODAY!

I am really taken down by surprise for time elapses too fast. Another year gone! My sweet 16 is off into thin air and I am officially a 17-year-old teen! Gosh! Anyway yesterday or before I have received texts, aural wishes and comments, wishing me birthday.

It all starts with Siew Kiing. She wishes me first at Friendster, followed by Keren who repeatedly wishing me until I instantly feel like my evil chocoholic sister Keren is wishing allthe previous 15 birthday which she owes me like a debt? XD. Anyway, I think I am compelled to return Keren with a zillion of gratitude! Muah sis! XD.

The wishes come in rolling unduly (I didnt mean to say the wishes are too much, I am simply touched!) I thank Zhann for her prexie, Kiki for her icy cold hand shake (pretty spacious huh?), my koperasi gang, Cindy, Pauline and Daniel's warm affectionate wishes, 5S1 forever friends, Dawson, Tan Yee, Eleen, Sze Tieng, Shirley, Gilbert, Eric, Zong He, Winnie etc.! What is the most touching of today is the birthday song! Gosh! I never expect they'll give me the biggest and most touching gift throughout my whole high school life! Thanks guys! I am totally speechless and I am really clenching my tears today! I am absolutely, positively touched! I am totally speechless and muted! I do not what to say besides a bunch of thanks!

Upon switching my phone, texts keep rolling in unduly. Felicia, Karen, Cheryl, Shirley (my formal teacher from Kapit), Aunty Agnes text me conveying their birthday wishes (if not what else.. duh XD) I am so touched! I am totally exultant at what have occured throughout the day! Only thing I miss the birthday wishes from an old pal of mine - Esther currently residing in Auckland! Hehe. Esther, please take some appropriate reaction upon reading my blog. XD. *vain much*

Oh I cant believe one thing! Mdm. Ting Yee Ung sent her regards too! Muaks Mdm Ting! Haha. She's totally like my mum. You'll know that if you are in my class. So a teacher pet am I. XD. I am really merry today and of course all those abundants of wishes and prexies and most of all the true FRIENDSHIP I'll cherish them forever inside the deep heart core. And this post is to tell everyone around the world that...

YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST FRIENDS I EVER HAD!!!

I LOVE YOU GUYS =)

STAY TOGETHER AND UNITED FOREVER XD

*I am totally contented of what you guys done today!!*

THEY ARE ALL FABULOUS - SO AM I!!!

Whee~

Happy 17th Birthday to me!

::LEON HA::

the dice

2009-03-07T20:14:00.003+08:00

The revision has merely suffocated me. so i decided to open my laptop, googled this image and edit it through Photoshop. Random much? XD

But i like the phrase "What happen next? You decide.."

Yea, remember, decide your own future and paint your own life =)

::LEON HA::

Happy BirthdaySS!!

2009-03-01T16:29:00.003+08:00

Yea. The end of February and the beginning of March is simply just so wild! I got at least 5 friends whom I know are celebrating their day of being another-year-old-older aka BIRTHDAY!!! =p. Friends like Fiona, Karen, Guan Yi, Kelly and Sze Howe [sequence jumbled up] are celebrating their birthday around this time of the year. Sorry that exam is around the corner so I do not have the time to buy prexie or gifts for you guys. So here's one virtual cake that you guys would need to share =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAYSS!!!
HAVE A NICE YEAR AHEAD =)
XD

::LEON HA::

Fabulous Feb 18

2009-02-17T17:40:00.002+08:00

Undeniable,
I got a great friend
whom is ready to listen
whatever important or trivial matters

She is adept in netball
and all the fine arts
also amazingly great in graphics

She has the faith for you
the trust that assure you
love and care which surround you

You see she come in this wonderful
elusive deluxe package
nowhere else in the world you could
venture to look for
for she's the one and only!

~HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ZHANN~

::LEON HA::

From Low Efficiency to Lazy

2009-02-10T18:15:00.002+08:00

Oh my God! I know I dumped my blog vacant again, especially the gap between the previous 2 posts. It's approaching two weeks and mind I remind you, the longest I had ever extended was 10 days and now I am slagging to 2 weeks = 14 days!

Since last weekend, my health was faltering, thanks to some kind of diseases that infect me but good for me I am now in the pink, sitting healthily before the laptop screen, tapping my fingers around the keyboard, penning this post for my blog. See how good am I? *vain much*

I reminisced I started this blog 2 years ago. That time I was really an active blogger who penned profusely and the updates sometime was an astonishment to myself. I could fill up to 3 posts a day. What the choc. However, as each second of my life elapses, I suddenly treat blog as something trivial and I sometimes think that blogging is something adept, so leave it for the professional. Nyeh =). Blog is simply a wonderful hideout for you to store mementos.

Form 5 life is getting from bad to worse. Every single period you would not feel like missing it as every teacher who creep in *especially into our class* would throw stacks of exercises at us. Starting with BM today, Mdm. Ting compelled us to complete an essay, 35o words or more, in 2 periods! What the choc. I managed to scam through, just scribble bits here and get some ideas where else. Randomly, I finished penning an essay which has not hit the satisfication level for me as I usually write at least 2 1/2 pages, in PBK only, don't miss out the last part. XD.

English Dr. Lau walked in everyday, leaving some footprints behind. Gosh. Vocab assignments and grammar drills. Fortunate or not, you decide. Those pile of assignments will suffocate me to death. She boasted *sorry Dr. Lau, but I am compelled to use that term* that with her teaching, we would not need English tuitions anymore. Seriously, that's true enough. First, you would not have adequate time. Secondly, her teaching is way awesome and sometimes like a lecturer in tertiary education level. That's frank words from me. Dictionary becomes one of our best friend. They never fail at each attempt when you need to unlock the mysterious meaning of every single new vocab. Realise some new terms used in this post, millions of thanks to Dr. Lau although I had lots I had not managed to remember their definition.

Moral - lala. Again, Mdm. Missey is doing all those drills again. Sigh. Moral project - redo!! Why? Burnt in the fire? Seriously not. Mdm. Missey said the format has changed or something like that. As if we have much of a choice other than redo? Shit.

History - haul me straight to my sweet bed. XD. True enough. Revising Form 2 stuffs again and again, that's why Malaysians always like to repeat the similar stuff and old stories and never forward to the future. One thing good Mdm. Lee told us this morning, "We are left with no choice. Borned in Malaysia, study this type of sejarah loh..." I agreed with her, without hesitation =).

See?! With all these distractions and setbacks blocking me from updating my blog, what can I do besides waiting for a free second and I can hurriedly on my laptop and update my blog? Friendster's profile is dead for weeks, approaching months. Duh. I haven't bought any new reference books for this new academic year. Dead. Help me! Schedule some time for me!

GIMME 25 HOURS EACH DAY

*even 25 hours per day ain't adequate for me =p*

Life as a Malaysian teen - cool or uncool? you decide.

Senior year at KHS, last year wearing school uniform but facing a major exam - love it or loathe it? Your decision too.

conclusion: sighs~

::LEON HA::

Sick in the Midst of CNY

2009-02-06T20:53:00.002+08:00

Yea. You wont believe it until I relate this coincidence occuring to you. It's the 13th day of CNY and 13 is the unluckiest number you can ever get in life, I fell sick! Gosh! I was still energetic for the entire morning. After lunch, I felt a little unwell, feeling so chilly and my sixth sense told me my health is appaling. Truly enough - I got HIGH FEVER! Gosh. I slept for hours during the entire afternoon and woke up at about 5. I ate only little during dinner. Haih.

Now, I start to be a little superstitious - 13 is equivalent to bad luck. Gosh. I hope I am recovering pronto. Sheesh. Gonna miss Kelab Kewangan meeting tomorrow. Well, no other alternatives besides staying home to get enough rest.

speedy recovery for me XD

::LEON HA::

Chinese New Year 09

2009-01-25T16:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2009!!!

Season Greetings from Leon da Fabulous before the internet line starts to jumble up and coil up like messy telephone lines =)

Flying off later to Shanghai. Have a fabulous season of celebration. XD. Love you guys XD

:LEON HA::

Like a Clown Juggling

2009-01-23T21:52:00.002+08:00

New year is creeping and day after day time elapses and 2 more days to New Year's Eve. Gosh. Life keeps going on in a hectic pace. Frankly, I tried very hard to clear off most of my work before Chinese New Year. This year I improve a lot as most of my jobs are done! I feel so proud of myself! XD. I always believe in one saying, "You can't look down on yourself even the entire world looks down on you. If you look down yourself, who will you gain your respect from?". Probably I let my life drift along this quote, circling around that saying, like a locus, that's why it moulds my characteristics to be headstrong. XD.

The entire morning I spent hours and minutes and seconds crapping like an irksome fly. XD. Everyone is in the CNY mood. Just that the atmosphere in Kuching here isn't as good compared to the previous years. Well, again, the grown ups will reason that due to the economy crisis that strikes the entire world. Well, I need to grow up from my own world of just spending money and doing nil. I am putting in much effort to jump out beyond the boundaries and help to reduce my family's expenditure to an extend which is possible for me =).

Went for shopping at tHe Spring just now. Bought sweaters and a book. XD. Flying off this weekend to Shanghai as this year I will not be celebrating CNY. Cos my beloved and late grandmas (both paternal and maternal) passed away. Anyway, I am freakishly emo and damn miss my paternal grandma. It's approaching a year she left me but when I ponder quietly I could still hear her sweet, assuring voice in my head. I know I love her forever - a fact that no one could alter it - never and ever =). Grandma, I LOVE YOU so much that I often mention this in my blog. XD.

Bdw, for the past few nights, I had broken sleep which may lead to the disgusting and monstrous-looking eye bags. Gosh. Wednesday night, I arose to off the air conditional. Thursday night, non-stop irksome nightmares. Gosh. I really did not know how imaginative and creative my grey cells could tickle. XD. But not in this sense - see it really disturbs me and I merely felt asleep every day at school. I felt like drooling away now.

Yea. This post is a random one, like a clown juggling balls, everything just jumble up like a junkyard. Well, probably this is an examination year and less time spent with my blog. What to do?

Koperasi is doing well and prosperous - I LOVE IT! Haha. Koperasi will have more promotion right after the Chinese New Year! Lots of ideas and schedules are popping up from my grey cells and the passion for it is igniting so as the spirit is rekindling. XD. I am really a fabulous fanatic of Koperasi =p.

I haven't got my reference books and work books that I desire. Sigh. That would be categorised under "2009 Post CNY Plans" XD. I spotted few books from the Net that I wanted =).

Ashley's releasing her 2009 studio album soon. Information is still inadequate. I am working hard to catch up the latest information I can - by roaming around the Net every Friday evening - my internet session. XD. And Ashley's starring in a new film which is scheduled to be on the big screen in July 09. XD.

Congrats to Vincent - he got the post of chief editor. Hope he perform his tasks with great responsibility and high efficiency.

Lala. Random much?

Happy Chinese New Year *at first*

Have a fruitful and prosperous Earth Ox year ahead =D

::LEON HA::

Depressed

2009-01-18T17:17:00.002+08:00

Picture 1

Picture 2

Do the 2 pictures above seem familiar to you? Yea. It's absolutely familiar to me. Since 2009, it's just 18 days only for the new year and I usually put on this expression on my face. Hill-high school work, extra co-curricular activities and daily problems oppress me too much!

I feel like bellowing them, "Stop grieving me like hell! I am gonna gone mad if this sustain for a longer time!"

Why does life fill with all kinds of setbacks and stress?

[Question of the day]

Sigh~I just don't wish to sustain the depressed mood for anymore longer.

So as the irksome expression on my face, I don't wish to haul it anymore longer.

::LEON HA::

Across the Indian Ocean

2009-01-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, one of my very best buddies, took the trouble to travel all the way across the gigantic, boundaries-free Indian Ocean, all the way from the globe's largest continent back to the city of cats! Yes! It's Jerry Ting all the way from Perth flying through high altitudes and wide rough oceans back to Kuching! Yea. This is totally fabulous! Gosh! Kenny scheduled everything for us, first we hangout at Hartz for some heavy yet scrumptious lunch.

That lunch was indeed expensive. I took only one mashed potatoes, an ice-cream and also a plate of spaghetti plus one locally made ice lemon tea. Gosh. And guess how much did I pay for that buffet? RM 17.70! Gosh! If it wasn't for my sore throat which is a total irksome trouble to me, I would have tickled my humongous appetite and gobble all the food as much as my stomach could handle it. XD. Greedy me.

We chatted continuously before we finally declared that most of us were full! Then, Kenny suggested on going for a movie. We walked in the midst of the mild rain, all the long distance from Sarawak Plaza, wondering through passageway which I seldom took and squeezing through tiny paths where we finally reach Star Cineplex. We met Dawson there who came late. Daw u miss the lunch =)

Kenny was planning to throw Jerry a surprise. He told Jerry he was going to buy tickets for Bedtime Stories. He ended tricking him by purchasing tickets to one of the horror film screening - They Wait. Jerry was totally threw in great horror and astonishment. He couldn't stand the monstrous sound effect and the scary ghostly figures, he insisted on leaving. However, Daniel, Caleb and Aaron stayed on watching They Wait. I accompanied Jerry out, voluntarily as I loathe horror films. Kenny required to change tickets for Ip Man but the officer did not approve but instead he allowed us to watch Bedtime stories.

Feeling being compelled, we walked into the hall and watched Bedtime Stories from the middle part. However, Bedtime Stories is indeed a nice story. Adam Sandler's is a total adorable guy who acts well and really tickled my imagination to go wild. Citing a quote from the film, "It's only a bedtime story, anything can happen." I guess as one of the residents residing in the bustling chaotic city, we ought to have our own bedtime story where we can hallucinate of anything we desire for - as a form to release our tension and stress. XD. I learnt this from Felicia too. Thanks =)

After the movie, we scamped through the crowd and fought against the rain to Parkson to play bowling. Jerry was a marvellous player. He scored 100 - the highest among us who got several strikes. Coming up was Lawrence, 90 something and I was ranked no.3 with 84! XD. After all the 2 years training by my coach back in 2006, it paid off. XD. I just kept quiet as that time my bowling coach poured lots of hopes on me that she trained me quite well but then I withdraw myself from the Bowling Club since Form 3 as the fees were expensive. XD.

After that, ran in the rain to 7-Eleven where our parents picked us up.

And that comes to the epilogue of our hangout with our longly-missed pal - JERRY TING! This week we have also some plans comming up before he flys back to Perth, again across the rough Indian Ocean on Sunday, 9 pm flight. I hope we have some activities lining up =)

Pictures will be uploaded soon XD

::LEON HA::

Mix 'Em Up

2009-01-12T23:08:00.002+08:00

Yea. The blog was dumped vacant since the past few days. It's merely creeping to 10 days that my blog was left empty. Yea. Just empty. Too bad that I think I am soon gonna turn into a bad blogger. Nah.

The main reason I could not update my blog those few days are:

1. My maternal grandma passed away peacefully finally - after 5 years of battle with sickness and illness like goitre, Pakinson and cancer. It's a struggle and pain for her to haul on every irksome, pointless day. I am glad my grandma went off with God peacefully and hopefully she is satisfied and happy. Anyway, grandma, I'd love you too! You may not be able to substitute the position of my paternal grandma, well, at least I am proud and fortunate that I am showered with love for 17 years from a maternal grandma. I LOVE YOU much XD.

2. I got ill. Gosh. My health is totally appalling, not wanting to say it's deteriotating. Yea. I caught a cold and ended up consulting the family doctor. NO!! I have not consulted the doctor even once - execpt during F3 when I was infected by chicken pox =) since F2. XD. I am in the pink of health, aint I? *vain much XD*

3. The torrential cats and dogs. Last night I was scheduled to come home earlier and catch up with unfinished business - HOMEWORK which I missed out a lot when I attended the funeral but then the cruel and heartless rain pour continuously until my grandpa's resident was flooded. So our family spree there to spruce up the place and carry valuable items to a higher level. XD. Tonight the heavy downpour still continue its filthy drama. Sigh. It's gonna be a long marathon for this rainy season which I hope it wont occur.

4. SPM! Yea. I know I am in an examination class this year. No choice. Compelled to reduce the time allocated for laptop and simultaneously for the Net too. Just now when I logged into my Friendster, guess what, last update was several days ago. Good. At least it becomes inactive and I could focus more on my studies.

So, factors contributing to the problem approach the conclusion.

Suddenly I wish to blabber out that...

I WANNA GO TO THE BOOKSTORES AND GRAB MORE REFERENCE BOOKS!!!
*I am so insufficient of 2009 edition of reference + work books XD*

Apart from that, congratulations to me and all my team members, the gross profit of our koperasi today hit 1K! Thank you guys! Thanks for lending all your helping hands! Muaks! I love you guys! Let us continue to strive hard to generate more digits in our bank account! XD.

I LOVE KOPERASI TOO!
*it's just simply too wonderful to be truth I join this club XD*

Adequate and sufficient to post so much random stuff this time. Fill up next time. Toodles and nites and rain rain go away =)

::LEON HA::

遗失了，真的得不回 I Lost It, And It'll Never Come Back

2009-01-04T15:57:00.005+08:00

这一次，我真的感到遗失了一件宝物，真的，你懊悔、你号啕大哭、你笑着、你怎么做都好，一旦遗失了它，怎么也得不回。

This time, I really felt that I lost a treasure. Frankly, no matter how regret I felt now, how loud I bawled, how positive I am or whatever action I tried to take, once it's gone, it'll never come back.

我还认为今年我往年的历史老师，Mdm. Pauline 还会教我，但是天公不作美，偏偏把她调走了。我真的感到了遗失的痛苦！好好的一个历史老师，怎么那笨蛋校方竟然把她给编排去别班教呢？真的是无理取闹！我讨厌！我简直恨校方恨得入骨！

I was still thinking Mdm. Pauline, my previous History teacher would continue to take my class but who knows that DAMN ASS HOLE school placed her into other class! SHIT this MAMA HOLY KHS! *my first time insulting KHS so badly but I don't even care*. The HELL BULLSHIT whoever is in charge of allocating the subject teachers, do you know how hurt it is for every action you had taken?! How dare you switch such a good history teacher to other class! Yea I know you have the power. But so what? An old C class = The model is totally oudated lah. I did not see that your purse/wallet is a Louis Vuitton one? Watch? Gosh! My pencil box is worth more than yours! Partial of it worth more than RM 200 ok? YOU ARE JUST WHAT THE F*CK!!!

我错过了，去年她教我的时间，我常旷课、上课不专心，老爱聊天说地、不然就去会周公。我真的很懊悔和懊恼！我亲自送走一件宝物，我把它丢失了，遗失了，犹如大海捞针，再怎么捞也捞不回。我很后悔，但是能怎么办？

I really let something so treasurable gone, gone into the wind like dust. I knew I was so stupid to play traunt, not paying attention, chatting all the way or sleeping which made me feel extremely guilty and regret. I knew I lost it with intention indirectly. I lost it and I could never found it anymore as once it's gone, it'll never return. Sigh.

遗失了，真的得不回了。

I lost it, and it'll never come back...

现在我想要这位老师每天指点我，一周看到她三堂简直是很荒谬。我真的是。把东西给弄丢了。。。

Now I really have to hallucinate this teacher to reprimand me everyday. Seeing her reprimanding everyday in class is a total mirage. Unless the new teacher can camouflage like her, 100% just alike. But that will only occur when I am dreaming away, off into a wonderland. I am really speechless for letting something go... Sigh.

遗失了，真的得不回了。

I lost it, and it'll never come back...

我不断地在叹气，时间却能倒退回中四让我再度享受那些美好时刻吗？还是倒退到校方在编排课程表当儿，提醒他们那位特别的历史老师，是要教5S1的？! 我对校方失去了信心，彻底的失去了。我父母亲每年缴付人工税，也不是你们工资的一部分吗？尽管你说我叛逆、我被宠坏，我也不管，因为这是本少爷的部落格，我爱说什么，就由我高谈阔论！如果你觉得逆耳，那你马上给我消失到无影无踪！

I knew I am continually sighing, on and off but will time travel back to the time when I was in Secondary Four when my teacher can still reprimand me? Ok. I am not so greedy. Why not just revert back to the time when the school admin is rearranging the timetable, I could snap them out of their hallucination and remind that the special teacher - IS ONLY MEANT TO TEACH 5S1'S HISTORY!!! I am truly disappointed with KHS's admin's part. Hell Ya! My parents pay part of you guys' salary. I don't care if I am bossy. Yea I am spoilt so what? This is my blog = my opinion. F*ck away if you loathe listening to this XD.

::LEON HA::

Happy New Year 2009!!!

2009-01-01T21:25:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year 2009!!!

Have a wonderful and fruitful year ahead =)
May all your dreams come true XD

::My wishlist for 2009::

* Straight A1s or As for SPM
* Even more FABULOUS stuff for me
* More Mathematics & Add. Mathematics Books
* Purchase anything I want
* All dreams come true *greedy one*
* Miracles occurring daily, hoping to save the soul of many's
* My friends and family and relatives - a stronger bond XD
* Meet Ashley Tisdale, Jolin Tsai (again) and Wilber Pan!
* I WANT IT ALL!!!

Grant my wish, if you love to =)

::LEON HA::

Epilogue: 2008 in a Recap

2008-12-31T16:24:00.006+08:00

Time advances swiftly and more rapid than what you had in mind. I still could reminisce last year around the same time of the year my ten fingers were tapping the keyboard of my old laptop typing a recap of 2007 and guess what? My unfailing loyal 10 fingers are still busy tapping the keyboard, only that this year it's a brand new laptop.

January

This is the month when I begins my brand new academic year. I am located in 4S1 in which I got to reunite with some good old buddies like Sing Xian, Tan Yee, Eleen, Esther, Shirley, Ling Tchii, Bong Ping, Edmund and also some friends from other classes previously like Sze Tieng, Daniel Sim, Dawson and lots more of fantastic friends. XD. The blend may seem akward at the beginning but as we blend on, nothing is impossible! XD. We receive our diary and it is really splendid. Our creation mah. That's of course we compliment our own hardwork. XD. January is usually month of great expense. I am compelled to withdraw money from my parent's wallet and purse to pay off all those necessary fees. Sigh.

Teachers were as follow:

BM- Mdm. Ting Yee Ung (cute and nice teacher man!!), KOMSAS- Mdm. Molimanisah

BI- Mdm. Helena Susie/ Dr. Lau Bee Yian (the all-time best English teacher! PhD holder man!)

BC- Mdm. Liuk Ing Kiong (can I sensored this name? XD)

MX- Mr. Chua Pheng Khoon aka KHS PKKK (i like the way he teaches Math.. he does it the cute way)

Add MX - Mdm. Ting Tieu Wei (wealthy teacher with the coolest, trendy and latest fashion of all time)

BIO- Mdm. Norol Rasinah (seriously, whole year round I din noe what is she crapping about XD)

CHEM- Mdm. Hu Sing Min (we learnt 'bu yuan' from her XD)

PHY- Mr. Eng Bung Chai aka form teacher (well known with his high-pitch tone)

SEJ- Mdm. Pauline Ng aka KHS Senior Teacher of Humanity Department (aiyo! this one.. Felicia's mum.. always wanna control me de... haha yet a fabulous teacher)

PM & EST- Mdm. Jessica Mandau (oh.. she's so lovely. I manage to play traunt successfully during her lesson *evil grim* thats why she's good XD)

SIVIK- Mr. Samson Jawu/ Mr. Christopher Chai/ Ms. Ivy Ho (gosh. as if Sivik matters a lot to me?)

Sales at koperasi for the first week is fantastic. The figure totals up to at least 4 digits per session. XD. I really wish to see 4 digits of income each day for my koperasi. That's my dream, at least it's like a motivator to push me work more diligent? I guess so. XD. Frankly, first month I am struggling to hunt down for the post I dreamt. Sigh. I guess I am a fool when I reflect upon what I have done earlier on. XD. I desire for Chief Editor, Head Boy, Koperasi Secretary, Financial Club President and that's all. But at least I got 2 granted. Wanna how the story develops after that? Read on my epilogue of the year. XD

This month I move to a new house! Yea. And dad and mum throw 2 house worming parties. First one for instant relatives and another one for all friends and relatives. Cool! I got one brand new big room and a huge mansion *over exaggeration XD* to reside in.

My new postal address: 51, Richmond Hill, Lrg. Stampin Tengah 5, 93350 Kuching, Sarawak. XD. Thanks so much to my parents for buying a whole new house for the family =)

February

Celebrated CNY. Yea. Red packets for me. This month the post for the magazine board is announced. Sadly I am not given the chief editor and my worst nightmare aka nightmare aka low class jerk. You know who he is. XD. got the post. Sigh. And worst of all. I am the right hand man aka the secretary!

Frankly, I am struggling so hard to cooperate with him and accepting the fact at the initial stage. The total month was freaking me out. And I really do not know what to do. But I know, I have bunch of good buddies who continuously provide me with unfailing support until I go through the harsh time. XD.

March

My first exam after I waved PMR goodbye for so long. Yea. It's creeping towards half a year I do not have the anxious and worried feel before and after sitting for examinations. XD. My results are fine but not as excellent as what I have predicted. Probably due to the new format which I aint used to yet. XD. March 25, my birthday. XD. Magazines stuffs are starting to become a burden.

April

My sister bounds for Perth to further her study at Canning College. It is indeed quite sad to see her depart for such a long-distance place and alone at oversea. Yea. She grumbled to my dad verbally on the phone every night, complaining the dullness, her apathy towards Perth as it is a totally boring place to stay in and lala. XD. This month, me, Tan Yee, Eleen and Esther participate in the Eksplorasi Alam Kerjaya (EAK) competition and we are crowned the champion! Cheers for us! XD. We put in so much effort into it which you would understand if you refer back to my previous post. The laziness within compell me not to repeat the same story. XD

May

I loathe this month the most. My most lovable, dearest and the best grandma (of paternal side) left us. Oh my God! My grandma was only 72 then! God! Why did you take her away from me! You know it's really a hunting past for me and I nearly suffocates till death and I am totally struggling in the dark and wading with great difficult in the deep ocean. All of sudden a lovable grandma just left me in such a sudden. I really cannot accept this fact. Grandma, I'll always love you! May 20th - I will always remember this date. Grandma, rest in peace. Sigh.

June

The dullness in the family atmosphere could still be felt. We miss our grandma and everything in life needs a great change. I know I occasionally dream of my grandma and wake up in the morning, realising that my grandma is gone from this world, feeling hopeless and helpless like a baby, I sit on my bed, letting the tears bawl out like a helpless baby. Oh dear. Grandma, why did you leave us so soon? Life's going on as usual.

Our koperasi has also hosted the annual Cooperative Week. This year we manage to scamp through with more fascinating activities like holding every thing "one lamsam" in a day! Cool! Since we are all inexperience with that and we throw in more brand new activities, it turns out to be a challenging task for us but we really learn a lot of things. XD. Yeayea. That's why I love my

koperasi so much =)

July

Yea. I finally grab a chance to get out of Kuching and head to Sibu to represent Kuching division in the EAK competition! Best of all - NO PARENTS! Wa! I am so over the moon. It's really my first chance going outside of Kuching to represent Kuching division (it is indeed an honour). Being together with my team members besides Lawrence, Shau Jiunn, Karen and Teck Ceng is really a fabulous experience. Aww. I want to have a rewind of it although we do not win any prize during that time. The experience, the joyous memories are so hard to be wiped out off my deep heart core. XD.

This month all the clubs are giving out post. Or the so-called post transaction ceremony/ AGM. XD. Financial Club I earn the President. XD. Prefect committee board, I was nominated but eventually I turn the teachers down. Realisng the fact that I could not cope with my academic and I have to contribute other commitments like Koperasi's Secretary, ever-burdening Magazine's Secretary, Financial Club president and also the sophisticated and complicated academic work, I reject the offer for being a Head Boy or even the committee. XD. At least I know am one of the eligible and potential one. XD.

August

Amazing August just flows through the time as rapidly as what I have in mind. Everyday I know I am rushing for the publication of magazines, copping with school work, bonding with friends, seeking ways to boost the Koperasi's sale and profit and lots more. It's crazy but time just elapses without acknowledging you. That's why. Haih =)

September

Koperasi AGM - Tata! I got my secretary post as predicted. Too bad my good-o God Bro Richard has to retire. I miss his guidance and the happy-go-lucky atmosphere he and Elstan have created for our Koperasi. Life's need to go on right? So no choice lah. Facts of life. Next year this time I have to step down too right? The most essential thing is that I have to do my part well and strive my best when I can. XD. Final exam is approaching and I could feel both my feet trembling even more than ever.

October

Gosh! Examinations are harsh - for certain subjects. XD. After that continuing to lend my hands to other departments which have not completed their tasks on time. This is the month Mdm. Loo always explodes and quarrels with the committees. Ish. That's really a painful and sad moments. We bellow at her and she reprimands at us. However, we know that this month signifies the year end holiday is approaching too. Well, just enjoy the remaining days of 2008 =)

November

Yea. We start packing 2009 exercise books - again like an annual routine. The cover for next year is based on the themed colour - blue. Sigh. Disappointing. I expected a red. XD. I hallucinated too much =). Too good to be true if it's red. XD. Yea. And this time round after exam I also got to hang out with friends to watch High School Musical 3 in theatre! Cheers.

We also get to travel to Damai Beach and spend 3 meaningful days there. We all have fun. We share the joy and sombre at there. Joy - for a camp is always fun. Sombre - we throw Esther a farewell function on the 2nd night. I would not deny that I bawl out that night. Esther is heading to Auckland this month so I kinda like lost a good crapping and chit-chatting buddies. Yea. I miss her. Take good care Esther!

December

Watch Twilight with friends. Nice movie. By December, my tuition teacher has covered half the syllabus of Form 5 Add Math. Cool. Just keep my finger cross that I'll remember all the formulae. XD. Celebrated Christmas at Singapore, went for a shopping spree at KL and Singapore from 19 till 27. I manage to purchase goodies like Zara, Fila, Adidas and shop for all the things that I desire. So consider my wish granted. XD.

So the epilogue draws itself near to the ending point. 2008, in my view, starts well but throughout it has really setbacks and I have to encounter along the way. It shall resolute to live-happily-ever-after ending which most people desire. 2009, approaching in less than a day time, I do hope it comes with all the fortunes, love, peace, luck, prosperity, health and all goodies for people from all walks of life at any corner of the earth.

2-0-0-8 : Goodbye and thanks for the lessons you have taught me throughout the years. The fond memories will be sealed in our memories and we will trash the unwanted sad moments. You have been a really a good teacher to me. You really educate me something I never experience before and gain my life's experience.

2-0-0-9 : Every year I do wish the new year will come with all the goodies without boundaries. XD. 2009, I only do wish that I will excel in my SPM and have a better year ahead! And also to the setbacks approaching to us, we'll conquer you all like surfers encoutering the stormy waves.

Bid a sad goodbye to 2008
Smile warmly to welcome 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!!

::LEON HA::

Of all the 26 Alphabets

2008-12-27T19:50:00.002+08:00

Yes! I am back from holiday but something disastrous occurs! My dad realised that the camera charger just vanished. My mum kept on pushing the blames on me as she claimed that I was the one holding the camera throughout the whole vacation. Yea! I was holding the camera throughout the whole trip but the camera is now back at the drawer - SAFE and SOUND! The chargers then? I left them inside the cargo and they were all sleeping inside it for the entire trip cause I did not take any snap shot! Simple explanation! But yet they were trying to push all the blames on me! Duh! Vindicate off all the blames kay?

And just now I read a few blogs and of all the 26 alphabets we have, most of them are always using 3 spacious one... and they are...

Sheesh! SPM! Yaya! I know! SPM is around the corner and it's gonna be my greatest and last challenge in my secondary school life! I know this public examination determines a lot of stuff namely scholarship, college entership, future jobs etc. I am kinda sick of it and simultaneously I am freakishly nervous about it. I am confident in only few subjects like Malay, English, MATH, ADD MATH (my two fav subjects XD), Chinese and Moral. The remaining Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Science and History I am totally speechless when I encounter them.

Yea I know. Few more days left and it's a whole new year for me to kick start off. I need to finish my assignment (few literature questions left) and pack for a whole new year. Well I guess... I am prepared. I do hope so. God bless me please! SPM means a lot to me and with God's unfailing blesses and I also need to dump in extra and extremely effort to pull up my socks in those particular subjects which I am weak in. I know I have apathy towards them. But please.. I beg my ownself, just for the sack of SPM.. learn them well and pass it! After SPM, trash or file them up, it's up to me =)

So far my wish for 2009 are:

- Straight A or even better Straight A1s in SPM

- Health and wealth

- Slim down by 10 kg! XD *in my dreams*

nah. I will post up my 2009 plans pretty soon.. so stay tune XD

::LEON HA::

The Tapping on an Island

2008-12-24T20:42:00.000+08:00

Heh guys! I am so sorry for dumping this blog vacant for so long. Hehe. I bounded off for Kuala Lumpur last Friday and guess what? In a bustling city like KL, I can't even locate an Internet access - I mean complimentary one.. of course =)... So yesterday I've traversed myself to the island of all prosperity located in SE Asia - SINGAPORE!!! Fabulous! The discount offered here are way awesome and I just way can't stop myself buzzling around like an irksome fly to persuade and convince my parents to purchase all the goodies I desire as my Xmas present.

Finally I got to use the complimentary internet access in the Espirit located in City Hall. The shop's closing soon as it's Xmas Eve. Shops end their business today at 8pm! Cool! Thank God that Espirit is extending its shopping hours for shopaholic like me XD. And too good to be true that I joined the Espirit Club last year so that I am entitled to access to the Internet. XD

Less craps this time!

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!

Enjoy your holidays XD

::LEON HA::

Few Days Left and What to Do?

2008-12-18T22:21:00.001+08:00

First I’d like to make that clear that ‘Few Days Left’ as stated in my title of the post does not indicate those superstitious thing you have in mind. It simply signifies the number of holidays left as every morning I wake up, switch on my lappy and see the countdown gadget thinging thing on my desktop, it kinda reminds me how humongous my expenditure on time is. Everyday I set myself free, roaming around the net, playing online games, chatting on the phone, watching TV, hanging out with friends and family etc.

Or in simpler English - nothing productive and useful came out!!!

*I am so gonna be pissed off* XD

Yea. I still have actually so many works & assignments which are chasing after me everyday. Look! I’m listing them now =)

1. Biology Assignment - We all have gathered sufficient information but then filtering them and putting them into the Power Point form is kinda like time consuming. Although it wouldn’t be a setback for me, the laziness within kills off everything. XD

2. English Literature Study - What the Choc! I felt asleep eventually every time I tried to read The Pearl patiently. I only read 2-3 chapters so which means I still have 3 more chapters remaining to read and summarise the whole chapter in not more than 50 words! The teachers are insane and somehow the neurones in the grey cells must have cross over and something unexpected occur that make them a little wacko. =p

3. Additional Math Christmas Special - Yea. Ms. Poh’s holiday gift dedicated to us. Gosh. It’s all about Progression, Differentiation, Integration, Linear Law, Linear Programming, Trigonometry… At least one good thing comes out - I love Additional Math and we do not need to hand in this assignment! Woo! The Best Christmas Academic Present! =)

4. Packing for Friday’s Vacation - Argh. I haven’t packed my luggage yet. Sigh. And I still have lots of shopping undone yet. =P.

5. Tidy up my study hall - Gosh! I knew I tidied it up once in October and another time n November. But those stacks of paper works just grew into the height of a hill. Sigh. It’s gonna be winter cleaning again. Bless me.

6. I dunno. It seems somehow lots of thing are not done yet =)

Tata for now.

Oh. Biology assignment is creeping towards the end. Few more clicks and slides and I shall bellow “Mission Accomplish!” XD.

Happy Holiday & Merry Christmas!

::LEON HA::

Sarawak Club Samarahan Branch

2008-12-14T22:44:00.005+08:00

My parents were absolutely free today, I guess, that's why they decided to drive me all the way from my house to the recently opened Sarawak Club located at Samarahan. Whoo! Imagine how far is that from my house situated in Richmond Hill? XD. Nah. I just enjoyed the view along the journey which reminisced me about how frequent I travelled those countryside road this year.

A bit away from topic, but here's how frequent I am on the countryside road this year:

1. EAK competition at SM Matang Teknik (2 times)

2. EAK competition at SMK Sungai Merah, Sibu which I traversed there on road (once)

3. Civic Educational Trip to Cultural Village (once)

4. Ohana Camp (once)

5. Olympia Math Competition at UiTM Samarahan Division (once)

6. Visit to Swak Club Samarahan (once)

so if you sum up everything and give it a times two, picture that a city student would go to those places so often? XD.

Anyway, pictures are simpler than words. So i took a few snapshots with my brand new phone camera... 3.2 Megapixel, so some of it was kinda blur and I tried to savage it through Photoshop but it wont aid so much after all. Hehe. Enjoy the pic =)

Welcome to the... Main Entrance of Sarawak Club XD

The Golf Course. I guess some parts of it is still under construction =p

The Adult Swimming Pool... I am just curious why the other side is not covered with tiles??

Ya. Sarawak Club first spa.. It was actually quite small XD

I love this water feature located at the main entrance XD

The Terrace - a place for you to have your light fares.. similar to the Main Hall actually XD

Cream of Mushroom Soup

It doesn't taste as scrumptious as expected. The texture was coarse. Well, I just thought that it's only a simple fare, so care not much =p

Yea. My humongous appetite. I took the Green Salad too XD

Another eye-soothing water feature. Haha

Heh. This water feature was nice but kinda makes me ponder about a scene inside a Muslim Building situated next to Swinburne Swak Campus =p.. only it's tinier...

Yea. Last snapshot before returning. You got it. Just another water feature. Haha

Hmm... let me ponder, so this new Sarawak Club has still lots of room for improvement. If you wish me to comment, I guess I'll post up a lot of good and bad one simultaneously. But I just wanna save my time this time. If you wanna know more, why not just go see it yourself? *if you stay in Kuching* XD.

::LEON HA::

Twilight

2008-12-10T17:54:00.001+08:00

Yea. I finally got to be hauled out from the prison of doing assignments and studying and freak out to seek some fun. XD. So after searching and analysing, we finally made up our mind to watch Twilight. It was supposed to be scheduled last week but many things were not confirmed yet, so we are compelled to push it back to today. XD

We invited tonnes but many cant turn up as most of them are caught up in the Christmas Bazaar sales located in Crowne Square. Too bad we miss the fun of hanging out with them or is it too bad they miss the fun of watching this fantastic film? XD.

The movie I gave it 7/10. Majorly due to the girl who protray the role of Bella Swan. Karen, Felicia and I think that she's a little unnatural and when she spoke or conversed, the tone was quite tense and created an uneasy and unnatural feel. XD. The climax part wasn't nice enough or exciting enough. The battle was short. And if you do read the original book by Stephenie Meyer, you'd realised that the director jumbled up lots of things and canceled out many scenes. For example, Bella's mum was supposed to email her.. not talked to her on the phone and Edward's supposed to expose his muscular body in the Italian restaurant in Port Angeles, instead it was switched to the hilltop. XD.

Twilight the Movie

Twilight the Book

It's really a fascinating movie with heart-capturing story lines. A movie that involves vampires, romance and youths, a perfect and splendid movie for anyone who wish to spend the remaining days of your holidays. XD.

Enjoy Twilight-ing =)

::LEON HA::

Tears

2008-12-03T19:47:00.002+08:00

We’ve had enough and more than adequate,
That tears were meant for the weak,
And ain’t the dish of a hardcore,
For decades and centuries this misleading,
And puzzling rumours passed on,
Hunting the mentality of so many.

Tears belongs to the valor,
Cause only the valor has the courage,
To admit their inner thoughts,
Bawl out their unsatisfied,
Cry out the pains and sufferings,
They encounter along their journey.

Letting the droplets fall,
Something so simple and natural,
The valor let them flow free naturally,
Letting them form a stream downs our cheek,
To signify the end of our pains,
And time to erase the hurting past.

The valor ones know that,
The tears falling down,
Tell them a message that,
After a big bawl,
We learn our wrongs and it’s time,
To make admen towards the wrongs.

The cowardice who do not dare to,
Admit their inner thoughts,
Pretending being valorous so they are,
Contrastingly the internals are all appalling,
And that’s when the pain hauls on,
Until the day which one cannot withstand,
No matter how strong you are.

Shed away the tears,
Admit your mistakes,
Make admen to them,
Walk out of them with styles,
And in the fabulous way.

That’s what tears are –
The end of the haunting past,
The start of something new.

::LEON HA::

Worst Tragedy Ever in Kuching High!

2008-12-02T18:20:00.007+08:00

Believe it or not? Today I was napping sweetly away when I suddenly heard irksome ambulance and fire engines high-pitch sound. I was awakened when my handphone keeps on vibrating continuously. All the messages brought along the same message...

KUCHING HIGH SCHOOL WAS BURNT DOWN!!!

Chaotic situation & scenes during & after the fire

Oh my God! My heart just sank for that instance! All our memories in the junior science labs, chatting while the teachers' teaching and lots more just vanished into thin air, leaving lots of things unsaid. Sigh. It was a huge lost. Junior Science Lab, Library, Staff Room and Administrative Block all went *poof* in just split seconds.

The fire was so hazardous and big. Reasons were still unknown.

Some said:
-due to electricity
-someone by all means put the fire on
-due to scouts activities
-etc.

I really cant believe my eyes when I see all those pictures running in the Internet. My heart really sank! Plus my koperasi stuffs were all inside there and after calculation, our lost hit RM 20,000!!! Help me please!!!

I felt so sorry for Kuching High... a institution that I've been there safely for 4 years and it just turned suddenly into a jeopardy and unforgettable disastrous and monstrous nightmare in all Highians' heart.

::LEON HA::

I Got It!

2008-11-26T20:42:00.000+08:00

What is this? XD.

It's none other than my very own latest Photoshop edition!!

ADOBE PHOTOSHOP CS4!!! =)

Finally I got the latest version of photoshop. Too bad it's only trial version. Anyway, Cheryl promised me that she will aid me to look for the keygen in a jiffy. Keep finger cross. XD. I really like this new version. It has so many functions that I am so yearn to explore it. Tata. Get rolling to explore my photoshop. XD. Bdw, get your own Photoshop cs4 at http://www.adobe.com XD.

::LEON HA::

Photoshop cs4!!!

2008-11-25T23:16:00.005+08:00

I anticipated and anticipated more than weeks and months and finally I got some ray of hopes. Cheryl told me she got the keygen to crack the Adobe Photoshop cs4 trial version. I was over the moon as I am finally able to upgrade my dear-o-loyal cs2. However, I was downloading the trial version for at least 2 days. Just now it nearly hit 100%.. let me ponder... 95% to be exact and then the stupid internet freaked out and got disconnected somehow!

Bleeh!! I am pissed off!

I need to restart all over again!!! Internet these days need a lot of improvement. Gosh! Streamyx provides such sucky service to its consumers. My gosh! Thinking of complaining them too... Ish!!!

Adobe Photoshop cs4

I am so determined to get Adobe Photoshop cs4!! I do not care at what price it costs, I must have it!!! XD

::LEON HA::

Some Come Some Go

2008-11-20T19:18:00.005+08:00

Announcing the Arrival of...

KEREN WEE QIAO JIA
(06-07 KHS Cooperative Secretary)
(07 Excellent Student Receipient)
(08 INTEC scholarship holder)

is back from her hell-shitty-place called Kuala Lumpur!

She finally made it safely back here at Kuching on 15 November 2008! XD

and also

EVELYN HA MEI KEI
(06-07 KHS Financial Club Treasurer)
(06-07 KHS Prefect)
(08 Canning College graduate)

is too back from her disastrous and appalling venue named Perth!

She is back safe and sound to taste all exuberant food in Kuching on 17 November 2008! XD

GREAT NEWS!!!
*both my sis are back here in kuching* whee

However, on the contrasting side, someone is compelled to leave us, for a better life and a brighter future in New Zealand. She will board the aircraft tomorrow at 9.15 am. I am gonna miss this good friend, who is so spacious and who is she/he? Let me uncover the veil of the mystery then...

That's her. Millions of words aren't as useful and as effective as phrases below:

I LOVE YOU
GOD BLESS YOU
FRIENDS FOREVER
TAKE CARE
MAY GOD'S CARE AND LOVE SHOWER YOU AND FAMILY FOR ETERNITY

simple, just a few words it signifies all the necessary things. XD

::LEON HA::

It's again Something Hazardous

2008-11-11T21:11:00.000+08:00

If you do know me well, you will know that how deeply and majorly my loathe development towards these familiar terms like "exercises", "physical exercises" and "sports" and other words associated with those activities that causes you to have perspiration all over your head. Get the picture now? XD. I don't think I need to continue with my introduction anymore.

So just now my dad requested me to aid him to record the what so ever Wrestling show. *it's a sports. duh.* I reluctantly but I did not scatter my mind not to help him doing that. It's being months that we did not record the show as our pirated Astro went nuts so we did not watch it and I do not even bother to use the DVD recorder for months. Just now when I tried to hit a few buttons, I pressed the wrong button and I reformatted and it means erasing all the datum stored inside the HDD.

Gosh! I heard a pearcing scream after that.

Ya. You got it, after getting report cards on last weekend, "compliments" were non stop from my parents especially mother. Yea. Million of "thanks" to Mr. Eng for informing them, transparently, that I always missed his Physics classes. I already felt so humiliated being spanned in front of the teachers and the loud "compliments" was the longest I ever experienced.

So you know who yelled right? =).

She reasoned that the Olympic's opening and closing ceremony were being erased and not had no choice but resolute to borrow from Uncle Thong to burn his copy! What the choc! Olympic was like 3 months ago and don't you tell me you had not watch it?

Yea yea.. I know.. agitated working parents spare less time on TV and more on their working stuffs. Blah. Yea. I am mature enough to think rationally like that but all these 3 months, I did observed you sparing your leisure hours laughing away or chilling out with Korean dramas and you actually totally scatter your mind about the Olympic games already!!!

Put it in this way, if it were me now, not watching something I have recorded for not 3 months, 3 weeks, I am hauled to detention already and what more to say 3 months! Yea. I knew the disappointment but you still had tonnes of backups, Youtube, burning copies from Uncle Thong, search around Googles and definitely you will find lots of fruitful search. I grumbled silently only if I were in your shoes. I did not even dare to yell. Fine fine.. HOPELESS!!! Sometime I really feel like this family... I dare not continue. *you finish it anyway you wish to*

Hence, once again, thanks to those terms like "sports" and etc. It's because of you! You caused addiction in other humans' soul and mind. You stole their life physcologically and you troubled them mentally and in this situation you are trying to break the family bond and in my case YOU ARE DETERIORATING MY DREAM FAMILY!!! Everywhere you blabber to others how beneficial you are but look at your downside, you show no mercy! You are good??!! HELL MAN!!! BULLSHIT! I pay not even minute respect to you!!!

WHY???!!!

I have even more reasons... SPORTS IS HAZARDOUS!!! STAY AWAY FROM IT!!!!

::LEON HA::

Fresh Hot from the Oven

2008-11-07T19:06:00.003+08:00

Tata!!!

.:: Our fabulous & glamorous baby::.

Stripes of line, symbolising people from all works of life,

yet gather together as one,

cos Kuching High School shines hopes and futures into her children

nurturing them and giving them unfailing support

leading the great & wonderful leaders and successful people

in the future!

Yea. isn't this description great and suitable for our magazine milestone issue?

whee! XD

WE FINALLY MAKE IT!!!

~this is also what me and my friends worked so diligently and worked for such an expensive expense throughout our form 4 academic years~

::LEON HA::

HSM 3

2008-11-02T11:32:00.002+08:00

Yea. I finally got to watch...

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!!!

Starring ASHLEY TISDALE!!!

last friday with Guan Yi, Karen, Amy, Daniel, Hoong Yeee etc. Lala. I just enjoyed the whole movie. It's way more FABULOUS than the previous 2. Definetly you do not need me to mention how FABULOUS Ashley is right? I am totally over the wall now about Ashley Tisdale! She's so wonderful! Yeayea!!! If you wish to know the plot and summary, who not watch it yourself? Ashley's film always deserved a two thumbs up!!!

All I could guarantee you is that the plot is well built, good ending for all HSM casts like Zac, Vanessa, Ashley, Lucas etc. The ending is touching. Tears were streaming then. =). However, some thing I wish to pin point is that:

~ Sharpay should dress in pink during the her last performance as she reminded herself that "I'm a leader in the wrong costume". Hence, she should be in pink to beat the Tiara.

~ The 6 of them will be splitted out and I actually hope to see the 6 of them will be together even when they are receiving their tertiary education XD.

But generally you can watch this film. Love it lotsssssssss.

LEON LOVES ASHLEY TISDALE!!!! XD

::LEON HA::

Again It's Another Year

2008-10-30T21:28:00.003+08:00

I was clicking the files and tidying up all those scattered files in my laptop after being tortured with magazine stuffs for an entire year and I found a file which comprises all the pictures, documents and fliers that I have made for last year Post PMR Inter-Class Sales. Oh my God! Something then struck my grey cells and reminded that tomorrow is the 2nd Post PMR Inter-Class Sales! Gosh! Time advances and elapses too fast that it's gradually extracting my youth away from me. Time is so cruel that it grabs my teen life in Kuching High, the craziest yet unforgettable moments with my buddies and lots of fond memories, good and bad, time just snatched it away like a robber. Sigh.

I then ponder about what Miss Chai and Mdm. Ting related to me this morning. They complained that this year Form 3 students were all not even ready and nearly 50% of work is done although tomorrow is the sales already! Gosh. What had occured to the Form 3 students? I still reminsiced last year Miss Chai was missing in actions and my other friends and me have to take care the before, ongoing and after process of the entire function. When questioned them if they need woods to set up their tent, they were so carefree that they thought it is unnecessary to get the bako woods.

I felt like giving them smacks!

What the Choc! You do not know you need the bako woods and yet you all still express your carefree like? Gosh. My Godness. When you realise that, you guys resoluted in hunting me down to abet you all so that your plan tomorrow will not be marred? I am surprised, more than astonished to hear that. Sigh.

The diary committee comes in too. Just some typing they grumbled the works are hill-high or too much. They wanted the previous year's softcopy so that they could just edit it. Wow. And most of the things which we typed diligently although with lots of grumble last year, they could not cope with it. Sigh. What would happen to next year when the demanding Loo elects her committee? Anyway, it'll be another "good" and "gorgeous" year for Loo. That's good. Her payback for treating all of us illy, that's the consequence. XD.

Whatever the setbacks and problems are, it signifys that one year has elapsed. Sigh.

Look at the bright side, at least within this year, I learnt a lot of things.

a) I can confirm my friends are loyal. They are all still with me although one year has elapsed. Time tries to put our friendship into challenges but our bond is just way too difficult to be marred. XD.

b) I learnt a lot of things. Academically, I gained more knowledge as this year the Science subjects were introduced into my life and thank goodness! Additional Math painted my life even fabulous! That's a good sign, ain't it? XD

c) I cant deny that I learn more about computer. I spent time browsing it and I learnt more skills which is good in a way. =)

d) Life experience was gained. Bizarre things like accepting my grandma's departure, being able to be independent and travelling with friends, accepting crueliy and facts and so on. They make me mature. XD.

One year past and I hope it's going to get better in time. Tomorrow I'm going to watch HSM 3. Cheers XD.

::LEON HA::

Emptiness

2008-10-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

Life’s just go on as it is. Probably I pen this post just for the sack that the blog’s tummy wasn’t filled with palatable fares. I left it starving for 3 days again. Argh! Sooner or later I’ll be a bad blogger who does not care much for his blog. XD.

True barh. I felt so empty. Physically and mentally. I am starved now. I need to consume something, like snack? But snacks are fattening and gosh. I think I’ll just put that aside. Mental wise, I really come up with nil ideas these days. What had bumped into my life? Kinda feeling life’s black and white these days.

I knew I sensed the emptiness in me but what can I actually do? Yea. I go watch HSM 3.

Heh Felicia, good luck in your coming History Writing competition. Your team can sure emerge as the champion. XD. *keep fingers cross* and don’t get too stress over it lah. XD

Yea. I have a crash on her. Who’s ‘her’? Figure it out yourself. XD.

::LEON HA::

Update from a Patient Ward

2008-10-23T22:43:00.001+08:00

Yea. I am offically declared as a patient. Yea. I suffered from a severe sore throat which started on Tuesday, developed gradually to the critical stage on Wednesday night when I nearly suffocated. I drank gallons of water (*exaggeration) yet it was to no avail. Probably the white blood cells were not adequate to kill the viruses or bacterias that infected me. Anyway, too much white blood cells ain't good news. So rather keep in inadequate rather than more than sufficient. You know the consequences. XD.

Doh. I missed school today and things extended to the worst stage was I missed my Math and Add Math lessons! And also my chance to hang out with my gang at the school cooperatives. I missed my friends!! Tan Yee smsed me immediately after school inquiring my absent. XD. He reported to me my Add Math score. Guess what, I improved and this time round, I scored 87!! (*doh.. i still expect a 90++. i am greedy, ain't I? XD) Whatever the outcome it was, I knew I smsed Tan Yee, again and the vibration of my cell phones was continual and gosh. I missed the sms-fanatic moments. XD.

Daw smsed me inquiring my absenty too. Wawa! I got bunch of true hearted friends!! XD. I knew I did not make the wrong choice to befriend with them! See?! Fabulous meets the high class! Yeayea! Leon da Fabulous!! XD. (*lala.. hallucinating again. =p) Daw told me my add math teacher, Mdm Ting was hunting down for me. Oopsey. Fine. I'll look for her tomorrow. At least one comforting news, Mdm Loo did not made the trouble to bump around the school to search for me to help her to do editing things for the magazine. Grrrrrrreat! XD.

Today I was compelled to rest at home. I got nothing to do, nobody to chat in the morning so I was too diligent that I went into troubles to look for English workbook and chose an essay topic. Yeap! I wrote one letter in less than an hour and tomorrow I am going to submit my script to Dr. Lau. Ish. Anyone who read my blog will be feeling similarly like this, "Gosh! You utilise your sick leave by producing an English essay?! Are you nuts or did the viruses launced attacks towards your nerve impulses until you are not able to think rationally?" Yea. I guessed I was a little up the wall for doing that to my one day break. Sigh. I guess Daw has to teach me how NOT to be a bookworm and more a DOTA-HOLIC. Yea. Daw's favourite and expert - playing DOTA. XD.

Gosh. I spent nearly half an hour pondering what occured throughout the day. Guess my grey cells and the enitre organs have to be placed back to the patient ward for Leon da Fabulous Patient (*even a fabulous fanatic when I am a patient. oh. i am really addicted to fabulous! gosh! someone rescue me!) Fine. Time for bed. My ~~nurses~~ parents are urging me. Till now. Toodles

P/s: Oh god! HSM 3 premiers tomorrow! I wanna see Ashley Tisdale!!!

::LEON HA::

[state your title here]

2008-10-20T22:47:00.003+08:00

Suddenly, I demand for a break - I do not wish to see my results this time, guarantee plunges and nosedive a lot if compare to the previous three examinations and darn! I am gonna be pissed off soon by my parents. Rescue me someone! SOS!!! XD

I missed Keren out of a sudden. I missed her craps, her smiles and every single thing 'bout my evil sister. Feeling like hunting down the memories filled up by the chocoholic and her accompaniment while squeezing our grey cells tackling additional math and crapping bout koperasi. XD.

Yea. And my genuine sis. She's coming back in less than 1 month time. Yea. My talking partner that will lead me to talk non-stop until 1 am in the morning. I gotta get myself prepared for that new lifestyle. Adapting to it now, that's why I browse around the Net until 12 am everyday? XD.

My legs were so exhausted after standing the entire day packaging next year exercise books. Heh guys, the cover for our long books and exercise books look absolutely fabulous in blue, far better than the green-yellow colour this year. XD. I assure you that the examination pads have been further improved and they are great now. =)

Oh. So feeling very random this post.

Yea by the way, gimme a title. fill it yourself by dropping comments for me? Thanks =)

::LEON HA::

Of such a Life of a Child

2008-10-19T14:45:00.003+08:00

Dedicated to Dawson, who gave me the inspiration to pen this during the midst of examination. XD

I saw him
burrying himself with literature
hauling grammars
and so as figures
alongside with algebras
and theorems of science.

He travelled along
and ran swiftly of a
sudden when
dark past hunts him down
and abandon him
in the midst of a
labyrinth.

He was lost and his
apathy towards institution has
ignited and so
off he went drifting
aimlessly
wondering with no sight.

He requested for
a hideout
when the statistics
flew back like
a vigorous stream
and he hallucinates
a mirage of heaven.

He desires to be in there
forever -
the impostor just
creep past like a meteor
plunging him
back harshly and violently
to the reality.

I see the appalling
the hazardous
and the dark
surrounding him
and took over
of such -
a wonderful naive planet
of yet another
vulnerable innocent child.

Life's like that?
Make a Difference, Start with You and Me! XD

::LEON HA::

I'm Back!!

2008-10-18T23:35:00.004+08:00

Yea!! After starving my little adorable blog for days and weeks, I finally got my HUMAN right back!! *exaggerations applied XD*. Now I could finally online officially for exam is over although Monday I still need to sit for Science 1 and Civics but who cares? I don't even bother! Haha.

Exams had being harsh like the weather in dessert. I think I'd flunk in all the 3 pure science subjects. Aww. Sometimes I questioned myself did I make the wrong choice to enrol myself in the Pure Science stream. But even for Arts, it's the passageway to my coffin too as in that stream it requires lots of memories works which is totally not my cup of tea =).

Hence, choosing Maths and Add. Maths is the WISEEEEEEEEEST choice cos you will not have to carry out reading like science subjects and the other subjects which I loathe a lot and after all Maths is all about figures, algebras, statistics, trigonometry, geometrical planes and lala. All of them are terrific! Maths is simply wonderful or what should I bellow, FABULOUS!!!. Yea. Maths is indeed fabulous. After all, life's just a matter of fabulous or the other way round, so why not choose the pathway which is nicely pathed instead of bumping yourself into the rocky one? XD.

Now I do not even bother whoever or whatever setbacks I am encountering, I've made up my mind to further my education in Mathematics! That's final. Respect my choice. I choose my own path, I illustrate my own life and I am the author of my soul's journey. Respect my decision please!

And by the way, I saw red this morning cos somebody went against my principle. Whoever who just tried to go against my principle, I don't care! And mind I remind you, I simply am a fanatic of fame and fortune and power. So what? That's me =).

Lala. I'M BACK bloggie!!!! Enjoy Ashley Tisdale's 2009 brand new song - I'm Back! Yea! That's what I am trying to say, I'M BACK!!! XD

Im Back - Ashley Tisdale

::LEON HA::

Ashley + Jolin + Wilber

2008-10-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

Emotional Conflicts

2008-10-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

After being told that we were having dinner at a nearby cafe, which the first matter flip through my mind is that, "Why that place? Nothing there that is my cup of tea. Nothing favourites me." Suddenly, I made no objections and neither do I rebel. I just nodded and followed.

Upon arrival, the rest of them ordered chicken rice etc. I was the exceptional one. I wondered around and finally I was strucked by the "wheel of misfortune". I ordered a RM 2.80 Kampua mee which is expensive, little and does not even taste scrumptious. Yet I did not rebel much but just reside to a corner and keep quiet.

I knew something was wrong. Very major and very wrong. How could an extrovert like me would not blabber non-stop if I come across something not fabulous at all. I knew it. Something was majorly incorrect and I was really encoutering an emotional conflict.

On the way back, my dad asked me if I want to visit my Malay neighbour. Coldly, I replied, "No. It's so late. People invited us to go in the morning."

Knowing that I am disappointed and down, my mum added, "Just now around 4-5 I still saw people rolling in."

Cool as cucumber, the answer from my lips went, "What time is it now? It's merely 8. No. I do not want to go. Just go back home and study. Further more, you guys pin pointed that due to the restricted culture, so we must not go visiting."

The whole atmosphere went silent and so solemn that it remained like dead wood until I reached home. I shutted the car's door quietly and walked in. I strolled slowly up, turned on the lappy and browsed around aimlessly until my mum asked me to prepare myself some supper.

I did not rebel neither do I make any response except a cool "ok..". I only obey the instructions. After cleaning and cooking, I began my so-called feast. I was thinking, what happened to me? Seriously, I am suffering from emotional conflict. I felt neither happy nor sad nor down. I just wish to be quiet and be a temporary introvert. You can't blame me for being an introvert tonight. Citing a saying, "There's always an introvert side of an extrovert."

Played Ashley Tisdale's song, watched my favourite cartoons and dramas and also flipping through reference books including Mathematics, I felt nothing excite me. Ohya. I sent short messages to Tan Yee but I did not expect a reply. Cause I knew if both of us start talking, there's no end. So I switched my cell phone off.

Next, I'll off my laptop. Seriously, this is kinda dragging out my mental and emotional soul. It murders if it is prolong. Well, guess I will tug myself in bed after 9.30 pm tonight.

Probably too many things had occurred today. Talk no much.

I dropped of my 'XD' icon and so as ommiting my 'haih' words from this post.

I removed all my emotions now. Rescue me!

::LEON HA::

Raya = Study?

2008-10-01T18:14:00.001+08:00

I was soo glad that Hari Raya finally trespassed by. Whee~ It seemed like ages since the last Raya departed and the incoming one creep in as slow as a snail. Well. This year, I am so hoping that the Raya will creep slower than its usual pace. Why? The whole week of Raya break is simply equivalent to study week. Doh. Exam begins straight after the Raya break and mind I remind you, I don't know why the damn silly school purposely made us all turn up at school on Monday and released us from Tuesday till Sunday? Point - nil.

Gosh. I can't imagine that. Yesterday, I was hitting the thick Success Biology reference book for the enitre morning. Afternoon, my apathy towards Additional Maths finally occured. Argh! But my tuition teacher made me promised her that I will study extra diligent for the topics I missed. Great, more tuitions after exam. Haih. Night time headed for Physics tuition, as usual. Sigh. Good thing dad and mum brought themselves and me to Foot Master for Foot Massage! Whee =). That's soo nice of them. Thanks a bunch XD

Today the Muslims are celebrating Raya. Dad and Mum do not permit visiting as they reason that Grandma just passed away and "white stuffs" shouldn't crash with "red events". Got it? If you are a Chinese, you'll understand it. Great, it tarnishes my good opportunity to taste the rendangs, masak merah, curries and lots more. Yea. And for this cultural restriction, I got bailed into my own "prison". I've being like an ass revising the entire afternoon. In the morning, I fooled around with Photoshop and suddenly the electric cut off, thanks to my dad, doing something with those electric stuff *how many times do I need to repeat myself?!! these electric stuffs are all so duhhsss!!!*

Afternoon, I was straight away bailed into the prison. According to my schedule, I was supposed to complete revising History by today. Nope! It was to no avail. Why? My parents were mopping the entire house, cleaning these and those, vacumming here and there. Picture those sounds!!! It really stinks and are extremely irksome. How can you study history under those pathetic conditions?!!! Tell me!! And not to say Biology. Sheesh. Yea. The perfect afternoon was destroyed. Gosh =). I took up Science and for goodness sake, I did exercises in the reference book from Chapter 1 - 4 and there the apathy towards it goes again. XD. I threw it aside and taking up the thick reference book to read Chapter 7. Lights. Yea. Physics related again. Bored much!

*now you finally understand why I loathe science subjects so much?! they need memorising even though they are called 'science'. Ahem. Whoever invented science must be in hell right now for torturing the grey cells of the younger generations nowaways XD*

It was 5 when finally the Streamyx got back to business. Yea. And here am I. Browsing around the net and hitting freshies updates to my blog's tummies XD.

This Raya breaks plan - STUDY! *yeap. your only schedule besides eat, sleep and tuition*. Sympathise me lah.. Haha.

P/s: One thing I discovered today. Time elapsed too fast. It's exactly one year from last year PMR's first day. Wow. Time really flees through us without acknowledging us. Yea. One more year left us and SPM will be soon. Lala. That's what all parents will say or rather reprimand. Sigh.

Yeayea. I know, you all dont have to remind me anymore, I am heading back to my prison.

"Thanks a lot" for reminding me of the hell place.

I do not feel cheerful at all for these hols. Anyway, it's predicted =)

::LEON HA::

Science and Mathematics Installation

2008-09-27T22:58:00.000+08:00

Before you realised that, the fun and exuberant 3 hours Science and Maths Installation had just elapsed. I really demanded for a playback as everything was so good and totally fabulous. I were so anticipating for tonight’s function as it will probably be the last time for me to be on stage, as emcee, together with Esther who is going to abroad the plane and fly all the way from one pole to another, from Kuching straight to New Zealand soon. Aww. Sigh.

At first it was not okay, due to some problems but went ok towards the end.

I took some snap shots with Esther, Kwang Yan, Ms. Ko but missed out a lot of great pals like Cindy, Nana, Pauline, Vincent [who looks super duper gorgeous in RED!!!]. Who else I missed out? A bunch of them! Aww. How I wish I could have a rewind of tonight’s function.

Feedback from teachers and friends:

Esther - Leon, I love you! Together we made tonight a success!

Yeong Huei - I can’t imagine how we survive tonight if it wasnt for you two great emcees.

[aww... how sweet of Esther and Yeong Huei.. here's one for you guys. I ♥ you guys XD]

Ms. Ko Hui Ing - Thank you so much. You are a wonderful MC!

[so nice of you, Ms. Ko! Thanks ♥ u]

Mdm. Tay Moh Teng - I told other teachers how humiliating our Science and Maths club is. We can’t even find a good MC like you.

[aww. Mdm. Tay, my sweet F.3 Maths teacher. She shouldn't have mentioned that. It turned me so sheepy.. XD]

Ms. Kueh Meng Choo - wow! professional mc arr u… very good =)

Mdm. Ting Suk Nguyan - a job well done arr Leon.. you are so natural… haha. you can do even better XD

Mdm. Hu Sing Min - haha! i finally captured my chemis teacher smiling. haha. and she complimented me although she included some sarcasm in it. XD

Haha. So is it nice or not? Guess you can only figured it out if you were there and picture it yourself. XD *perasan*.

*Yawn!! I am soo sleepy and exhausted now. I’ll update real soon again with more pics in it*

Nites and toodles~

::LEON HA::

Pass!!!

2008-09-26T19:57:00.000+08:00

After ~~months~~ days of struggles and causing some increment in my dad's expenditure, toppling another RM 60.00, I finally passed my Malaysian's Driving's Law. Yeayea! I am damn over the moon when I knew I passed after attempting for the second tryout today! Whee =)

My first tryout was on Monday and I flunked. Oops. Obviously I was not study then. Yea! I admitted that cause the booklet my lecturer gave to me in August I left it on my table for months without even patting it. XD. Shame on me. *Suddenly I felt like withdrawing myself to one corner. XD*

Hence, I put in more effort to study those sections that I was poor in. Tada!! It paid off. I survived when I just elapsed the passing margine, that is obtaining a 42/50. Just one little minute mistake I will be graded as a "FAILURE"... again! Haha. Thank God I passed this time round. Yes. My sis could'nt burst into laughters all the way from Perth back to Kuching, pulling my legs that I failed my law. Practically, she failed twice but I only failed once. XD. Now it's my prime time to pull her legs, as revenge. Revenge is sweet. *Cunning smile =)*

Haha. Who cared what occured before and after? After all, I passed my law. That's it. XD. Lala. I don't care. As long as I pass. Haha. K. Get back to work on tomorrow's night installation's emcee script. I got a pressure from Kwang Yan today after school was over.

"Leon, 明晚做好好来哦！". Haha. Thanks for your faith and trust, Kwang Yan. but it kinda sounded like a high expectation on me, doesn't it? Haha. Kwang Yan is a good senior after all. One of the encourgaing senior I love in my school life. I promise myself and Kwang Yan I'd do my best. XD. Lala. Just keep finger cross tomorrow night will turn out absolutely FABULOUS. *Keeping finger cross... and it's the real cross and tight one... XD*

WHEE~ I PASS =)

Something I'm very proud off. XD *perasan*

::LEON HA::

i. cried. silently

2008-09-25T18:58:00.001+08:00

I am so torn down now. I felt so emo and i regretted switching the channel to NTV 7 and saw a sad yet touching movie. The scene was three sons and their dad missing their departed and beloved mother. It reminisce of how much I miss my grandma and how long I had seperated from my grandma!

I demand to see my grandma now! Santa! Grant me this wish. I wanna be with my grandma forever in this world. Grandma, I miss you, too much until the number is approaching infinitive. Don't leave me bawling silently cause it really hurts. Grandma! You don't want to see me in this pathetic condition, do you?

I love and miss you - forever. Sigh.

I broke down,

I cried and bawled,

And I moved on,

So you wanna join me? =)

Cry out the unsatisfied,

Bawl out the pain,

Sob away the hurt,

And dance away with joy XD

::LEON HA::

Volcano!

2008-09-19T20:08:00.000+08:00

You might think an volcano erupted in Malaysia, I mean judging by the title and interpreting it literally. Sorry. You are tricked. It's not a volcano but just a literature device calls metaphoe =).

Yesterday I was trapping myself in the chilling library, doing last minute editing of my magazine sections in which I'd like to remind Pn Loo and that vermin that "EDITING IS BEYOND MY BOUNDARIES!!!" or in simple English just in case those 2 do not understand difficult English, "EDITING IS NOT MUY JOB!!!" =) You know what Pn Loo told me when I bellow that into her ear pinna? She explained that as a team we should help one another. I was thinking, more like helping your beloved chief much =p. Both expressions, actions and every part of them cause my apathy towards magazine and really fade our spirit instead of the other way round. Serious. So serious I am. XD.

When Kiki and Nana first stepped in, the vermin-like editor ~~commanded~~ *excuse me, vermins cannot command XD* said *I used this word cause I think I should give him some 'respect'* "SHUT YOUR FUCK UP!" What the Choc! The first thing that crossed my mind, what kind of English that is? It really made me reminisce the post which I had posted in February, relating that the dog has poor English and my thoughts are proven true! Yea! It is now officially recorded in the MALAYSIA BOOKS OF RECORDS that 40th Edition Highians' Magazine Chief Editor has the worst command of English! Congrats~ Whee~ *sarcasm applied here =)* And he is also the most illmanner people I had ever come across. dohs!

The first eruption is when Nana and Kiki spent the rest of their time firing words against our editor! Good for Nana and Kiki. The duo just spoke out the heart of the other 25 committees! Thanks girls XD. Hehe. Then followed by Felicia. She dashed in the library. The low-EQ editor related to her that she did not do her things systematically and did not edit her stuff and also did not synchronise while carrying out her work.

Guess what? That led to the next volcano eruption, right here, live in Kuching High XD.

Felicia reprimanded him, straight in front of all of us. I felt like supporting her. And mind Eleen and Tan Yee, I do not exceed my boundaries from here =p.

Pn Loo even fired up after that. She reprimanded the whole committee excluding her beloved editor. Dohs. The volcano of hers erupted and she shouted at us that we had no respect for her and for the vermin-alike editor. Well. That's true. It's a fact that what ever the editor had done all these while had made us lost the respect towards him. However, only you are blindfolded!! You did not the truth even the truth is so clear and unrevealed!! Shit you! XD.

She screamed that we are the worst badge of committee and she had chosen the wrong committee except her editor. BULL SHIT! You did not choose the wrong committee! Instead, you made the very wrong decision to choose this editor. Even if you are reading now *I mean Pn Loo =)* you may go up the wall but mind I remind you, "Sorry dear. Facts are usually very cruel and unlikely acceptable XD". So, you should learn a lesson. I've recommended myself for the post yet you were so stubborn and insisted to choose IT as your chief. Your mistake, your fault. AND SO... VANDICATE OFF ALL BLAMES from the rest 27 of us. Get that? I hope you did XD.

3rd the last? I shook my head. =)

Felicia exploded once more with Pn Loo. Wow! That's the peak. It's totally awesome and I was the sole guy comforting her. What the Choc! Where has that chief gone to? That's the time when you come in. You should have stopped all these disagreements, quarrels in case anything occured throughout the journey. Nope! You are so IRRESPONSIBLE! To no avail you perform as a chief editor and yet you still thought you could be the next Head Boy?! For heaven sacks, the school will turn upside down if you were the Head Boy and mind I remind you, if you were, the school will be dominated by you and your yucky, unclassified friends. Gross much! Picture that? Nope. I dare not. It would be a disastrous and monsterous scene. Dare not picture. XD.

Pn Loo deserved to be exploded because of your faulty decision. And mind the rest of the committee, except the chief remind you and pn loo, if you two are going to throw any stuff that are beyond our boundaries, we might as well withdraw ourselves from the board!!! Frankly, we grew up quarreling in the board, nil was learnt and the gaps between me and my prime enemy got even bigger *from a different perspective, it's a good and wise thing. after all, who wants to bond with a vermin right? Tan Yee sure agrees with me, don't you Tan Yee? XD*. Sadly, this year board is a sombre one.

Concluding, think before you act. A faulty decision murders the entire team =). You'll experience that if you are in Kuching High Magazine Board this year. XD.

::LEON HA::

Shed Your Tears

2008-09-16T17:31:00.001+08:00

Dump away your trash,

Leave aside all the harsh,

Shed away your tears,

And brimming is your laughter.

Avoid complication in life,

But head for a simple one,

Life is about choice making,

So wisely you choose yourself.

Eliminate the unwanted burdens,

Junk unimportant tasks in bins,

Shed away your tears,

And dance in the rain with joy.

Push aside your stuff,

And prioritise your fabulous life,

Our journey is only once,

Hence make it a splendid one.

Ignore all sarcasms and critics,

Say NO to the demanding,

Be the illustrator of your life,

And author your life fantastically.

Take my dear advices from here,

Shed away your tears,

When you reminisce your past life later,

And you’ll find a collection of happiness!

aww.. it’s being long ago i did not scribble randomly for a poem =)

nice one.. got an inspiration today.. perhaps XD

::LEON HA::

darn!!

2008-09-15T19:47:00.002+08:00

I was expecting this week life will be back as normal as my magazine stuff is now 100% complete. DARN! How incorrect I was! The demanding and demanding and evil woman (u know who you are) sent the dog to call me out of class again! DARN! She told me to do this and that again! What the CHOC!

Mind I remind you, I DO NOT have much time with my study already and yet YOU keep on appearing in my life!! Why NOT you just vanish from my life forever and ever?? My results are nosediving and I kept on being REPRIMANDED by parents and teachers! DARN!!!

Mind I give you a reminder, everytime you walked past my classroom, my gang will all bellowed at me "ENG ENG LEON! PN LOO IS HERE!" OMG! How humiliating and embarassing it is, do you ever realise that? Nope. I figured out that you never feel asahmed! Gosh! =p

Am blasting with Ashley Tisdale's song now. And one of the lyrics sounds "YOU JUST BUMPED INTO THE ROAD OF ME!" Yea! Magazine just stumbled into my ideal life and ruin everything of mine. thanks a lot and read that in a sarcastic manner and the best, you can feel an irksome feel after reading that =p.

Closing this post, I am giving you are the final warning "I WANNA DUMP AWAY THE MAGAZINE STUFF! I DO NOT CARE BOUT U ANYMORE!" Don't compel me to go up the wall cos if I happen to be so, I will just continuously bellow straight into your ears and mind I remind you, THIS IS NOT A JOKEFUL JOKE. If I showed you the red card like what occur in football match, darn!! you are finished!! anyone will be pissed off =)

dont ever dare to touch me or else you will receive the "DARN!!!" signal XD

::LEON HA::

yea...

2008-09-10T21:56:00.001+08:00

went to see pn. loo today as usual... kinda like a daily routine now..

she started questioning me these stuffs:

pn loo: leon, so hows ur things *as in majalah lah*
leon: erm... i got the ex-highians perutusan done and emailed to jeffrey
pn loo: has pn ngoi edited it?
leon: yes..
pn loo: nod her head... *seem agreeing*... *then some pauses* how about ur pergerakan and class photo?
leon: class photo.. DONE! and pergerakan... the last 2 period i'll be editing
pn loo: emm. ok lah!

then pn. loo seem quite satisfied with my progress and she set me free. XD. and so i also realised that my magazine stuff is now 98% completed.. provided no mistakes in my work =)

yea! so over the moon now =)

at least bid goodbye to the demanding pn loo at first XD

cheers for me =)

::LEON HA::

and so...

2008-09-09T18:04:00.000+08:00

hmm.. firstly.. i needed to bellow loudly, "MY BLOG IS LEFT VACANT FOR AT LEAST 3 DAYS FROM THE LAST DAY I UPDATED IT!!!" Frankly, a sarcastic thanks to magazine, pn. loo and d dog editor. thank them for occupying my golden weekend hibernating in my soft bed, fooling around in the Net, busy sms-ing friends and lots more. yea. thanks to them. sorry guys! i dont have much time to spare with you guys, and so... the thanks go to the 3 of them [*sarcasm applied.. XD]

I spent my whole good day in the chilling library, working for the entire day, again, it's for the magazine. sigh. I missed my good time in class chatting wth friends. obvioulsy, being in and out of the class do not make a huge difference for me but at least, I am in class and teachers wont catch me loitering!! XD.

Good news today - nil. No! at least one. we witnessed pn. loo reprimanding the dog editor. *cheers* good for it! XD

Extra burden - You can say that again! That idiot pn. loo threw me another 2 more stuffs again! editing and respacing the pergerakan staff shouldn't be my job right? It's not under my care, aint it? Unfortunately, pn. loo din understand English much. she gave it to me. yea. thank u very much, and read that sarcastically... =p.

Coming up, class photo! MORE WORK again! Ish! Editing and checking are beyond my boundaries. Don't u noe that, pn loo! How sad that u can still teach English yet you do not noe English thoroughly at all! She put the editing things to me! what the choc! what are the 5 other editors there for? Well, exclude Vivan who is busy working with the graphic. the other 4? what are them doing? especially the vermin??? he did nil at all throughot the year besides ringing u in the midst of the night and start speaking foul languages. yea. that's what a job of a vermin is =)

and so...

my wishlist now is:

1. I wanna to be in class tmrw, especially during Maths and Add Maths period =).

2. I wanna threw magazine stuff aside now. complete them by tonight and i bid goodbye XD.

yea. grant my wish, Santa! I noe I am a good boy all these while XD

::LEON HA::

How Dare You?

2008-09-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

I just returned from a relative dinner. It was in collaboration to celebrate their mum's birthday. I was so e-m-o just now when I saw them taking the MASSIVE, happy family photo. It suddenly made my grey cells to trace back those moments I had with my long departed grandma. Suddenly, I got so e-m-o as I am DAMN missing my grandma. Frankly, why did she depart so early? Sigh. It was just totally impossible but Jacq told me that's all God's arrangement and we had to accept it. Well, I hope my grandma's is now living happily in heaven. I read a mail before, it related that, death is the beginning of real life with God. Suddenly, I prayed hard that this statement is true! XD.

Well, cutting back to our main topic. Why my post's title sounded like bellowing straight into someone's ear pinnas? Yes, in fact I am. I learned from my uncle that his son aka my cousin is constantly ignoring his ill grandma aka my maternal side's grandma too. My grandma keeps on yelling at him, pleeding him to come down to take his dinner but he just ignored her persuade. What the F*cking Grandson you are?! You know you should cherish your grandma while she is still alive. You know how bad and disastrous and sombre it is when your dearest relatives vanish from this planet forever? You should acknowledge that you have lost your grandpa even before you were born and hence you should cherish and treasure your grandma even more!

I am not trying to sound like cursing anyone but frankly, once a person departs and leaves us, there is no way you will see him/her again. Yes, you can see them, in 2-Dimensional, in snap shots but they will no longer speak, laugh, share with us anymore! If you think there is still ample of time, how wrong you are! Citing HSM's Everyday's Lyrics "Once in a lifetime, means there's no second chance." Therefore, read the sentence over and over again and understand it! Our dearest and including all of us, we have only one life, we should live it up to the fullest.

While we can and as far as possible we should extend our interaction, bonding session and sharing thoughts session with our dearest family members, relatives and friends. Frankly, if you do not cherish the opportunity you own now, once the chance bids us goodbye it will never turn back.

Let me bellow through your ear pinnas again, "HOW DARE YOU NEGLECT YOUR DEAREST GRANDMA!!! YOU ARE SHOWING NIL RESPECT TO YOUR LOVE ONE! IF I WERE YOU, I WOULD HAVE DONE THINGS THE OPPOSITE WAY!!"

E-M-O much. XD

::LEON HA::

Independence Day Much?

2008-09-01T17:29:00.003+08:00

Malaysia has finally gained her 51 years of independence. Last year, it was a solemn and grand celebration throughout the nation and everyone was overjoyed about it. What about this year? Can you actually still see the fun and excitement anymore? Nil.

I heard this, "You couldn't expect Malaysians to purposely go purchase the Malaysians' flag to be hung on buildings, vehicles and etc.".

Feeling puzzled and mystified, I hunted down for the reasons.

And here is my answers. "That ass BN (the party that rule Malaysia cruely and cold-heartedly for 51 years and corruption occured everyday) just marked up the price of fuel oil so drastically and always corrupt the people's money, why would people stil have the desire to be patriotic towards the nation?"

I thought about it thoughtfully, then I just nodded, as a silhouette of agreeing. XD.

True. That's the most transparent answer that reflect our nation. CORRUPTION! It occured everywhere. Sigh. See?! At first the Deputy Ministry of Education promised to give KHS funds to rebuild our Block 1 and Block 2. However, that day he denied that he ever said those words and he claimed that the government will not sponsor KHS to rebuild the school! See? Isn't that obvious? In Moral, you taught us about fighting against corruption yet on the other hand you are doing the wrong thing? How pathetic that would be.

So, if the politicians, or what should I say, those fools want our people to put on and wave...

Jalur Gemilang, the nation's flag proudly, think about what you can do for the people, and NOT what the people can suffer more for you. Remember, in a democratic country, people can topple you down or like what is occuring now, experts ranging from doctors, engineers and even undergraduates rather flee to overseas like Singapore, Australia, The States, Italy and so on. Whatever the outcomes are, they spell disastrous to the current ruling party =).

THINK ABOUT IT WISELY!
How embarassed you are?! An adolescene like me, 16+ can think even rationally than you all. XD.

51 Years of Independence
put aside all future developements
but spruce up the dirty side
the filthy conditions we had now
just for a change
for the start of something new
and hopefully our nation
gain a new lookout
and mark another new history
and better development
during the next milestone.

::LEON HA::

ANGER

2008-08-27T22:10:00.002+08:00

Sigh. I really feel so random and aimless writing today post. Well, start with my results, again. My parents keep on grumbling and complaining about my nosediving results and indirectly spoke to me sarcastically about all the tonnes of SHIT activities that I have participated, obviously. Sigh. In fact, I feel like bellowing straight into their ear pinnas "HEH THERE! DO YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE SACRIFICED 99% OF MY RED CRESCENT ACTIVITIES ALREADY? THE REMAINING 1% SHOULD NOT BE A BIG PROBLEM RIGHT?!"

I am also feeling like jerking "YOU KNOW HOW SAD AND MISERABLE IT IS WHEN MY FRIENDS IN SCHOOL ARE ALL TALKING BOUT PROBLEMS & SWEET MEMORIES AROUSED IN THEIR CHINESE CLUB, PREFECTORIAL BOARD AND LALA...".

I will also end up screaming like hell to you too "IS IT OVER THE WALL FOR ME TO JOIN 2 EXTRA INACTIVE CLUBS?!".

"WHAT'S WRONG TAKING UP MATHEMATICS WHEN I ENTERED UNIVERSITY LATER?!"

"WHAT THE HELL! YOU CRITICISE MY MATHEMATICS IS A NIGHTMARE! WHY NOT YOU OBTAINED PERFECT SCORES DURING SECONDARY SCHOOL?"

Do you know how hurt it is for a teenager to accept critics, especially those who criticise you on your good points? DUH! Don't you know adolescence is the perfect time for us to find our true self? Damn! I can tell you what!

I know what I desire! I know what I like!

AND DON'T COMPEL ME TO DO SOMETHING I DISTASTE!

PLUS! I AM MYSELF! WHO CARES WHOSOEVER WANNA BE DOCTORS, LAWYERS AND BLAH BLAH BLAH! TELL YOU WHAT, I JUST DON'T BELIEVE I AM MAKING THE WRONG DECISION!

The inferno is still burning. Don't you dare to touch me!

::LEON HA::

Let Go, Leon!

2008-08-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

LEON, LET GO EVERYTHING!!!

Leon, please let go all your junks! No point keeping them!

Academic is your priority!

Yes, I really need to give priority to my academics, letting go magazine, prefects and hoping I can still cope if I maintain my Cooperatives and Financial Club!

Guess you have hit the bullseye if you are guessing my result this time. Sigh.

::LEON HA::

Holiday Recap

2008-08-24T20:05:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. What did I do throughout this entire week of holiday? Guess I really need to tickle my grey cells to recap what have I done this mid-term break. XD.

I kicked start off last weekend with the boring, hell-like driving law lecture which killed my 5 sweet hours for sleeping, snoring, chit-chatting and hanging out time. T.T. Then, because I was so moodless the go out after the lecture, I miss a chance to hangout with my long lost (exaggeration applied here.. XD) sis - KEREN WEE da CHOCOHOLIC!!! She promised to purchase nice stuff to let me consume if and only if I went to Kuching Fes. Nope! I was a defiant bro! I went against her and so, I did not earn my food. Sigh.

Sunday, well, as usual lah, FIRST tuition of the holiday - BM! Choc! The teacher knows we are all in holiday mood so we spent most of our time taking turns to read the drama. Phew. Thank goodness it was not as boring like what I had in mind =). Hmm.. yea.. at night dad, mum and I went to Uncle Hing's house to have a party! The food my uncle cooked was fantastic! We had Teochew style steamed Talipia, Fried Noodles, Mix Vegetables, Deep Fried Crabs with Salted Eggs (yea! my grandpa's and sis, as in Evelyn's fav dish.. XD) and lots more. I suddenly felt so hungry and droplets of saliva were rushing down my mouth. XD.

Monday, though it was whole day of continuous tuition. It was kind of fun. Why? I spent the gloomy Monday Blue morning and recharged Monday afternoon at my favourite subject - ADDITIONAL MATH, and best of all, with my buddies!! XD. That day, me, Amanda, Marilyn and Shay Hwa spent our lunch break which was about 3 hours, roaming in Crown Square & Hock Lee Complex! XD. The food was so disastrous. I was so lazy to take snap shots of what junk we ate. If I post them out here, I can assure you you'll lose your appetite in a split moment. Trust me =).

Tuesday, dad brought me and grandpa to his favourite kopitiam at the Xia Huang Street at the old town of Kuching. XD. Yea! The noodles, soups really aided me to recapture my younger days when I usually went there to have breakfast with my sis and grandma when school breaked off. Well, beginning of this year, my free Saturday morning and also holidays were very much occupied by tuitions and school cocurricular activities which made me quite sick now. Well, what to do? XD

Wednesday, Add Math tuition but only during morning only. Thursday's life was usual except towards the evening. At 6.30 pm, I brought along the potato salad which I had prepared in the afternoon to Yun Hui's house. First, we had the Kuching High Red Crescent Camp meeting. Many ex-leaders were present, including HOWE! Speaking of Howe, a miracle just occured, HOWE finally got himself a Friendster account! Yea Jacquelyn, our dream really come true =) Jacq, remember the time when we guessed when will Howe create himself a Friendster account? Haha. That was our hot topic last holiday, at least for a few days. XD

After meeting, the night is still young. We celebrated Yun Hui's last day on Earth as a 15-year-old boy. XD. TY made the finest slide show and the food Yun Hui's mum prepared were scrumptious. BDW, I got thumbs-up for my potato salad. Whee!!! XD. *Excuse me for my vanity.. XD*

Friday, hmm.. not much.. was so exhausted doing Koperasi dinner stuff. Keep finger crossed everything will run well on that day, i.e. the National Day of Malaysia =). Special much, our Koperasi dinner. XD.

Saturday, early in the morning I threw myself out of my bed. Why? The graveyard of my long departed, loveable grandma was ready. So, according to Chinese tradition, we need to prepare feast for my grandma in collaboration to celebrate her to move into her new house. I was so emotional that tear drops again! 阿嫲！你知道我几想你吗？我好后悔那天来不及同你讲最后一次的“我爱你！”，因为我总以为你会长命百岁！(read this in Cantonese. XD) So, I was so gloomy for the rest of the day until last night when I attended Yun Hui's birthday function.

Thanks to Dawson, Daniel, Eleen, Tan Yee, Kian Pei, Kelly, Sze Tieng, Shirley, Tchii, Edmund and lots more. Thank you so much friends from dragging me out of loneliness and I feel so great after the function. XD. BDW, Happy Belated Sweet Fabulous 16th Birthday, Yun Hui! =) Ma! Now it's my turn to demand present from you cause you owe me prexie liao.. I have finally bought you present but you haven't bought mine yet =)

Today, special thing is, I remember to blog my entire holiday life in my blog here. Keeping my finger cross that I will excel in all my papers that I have sat for. Tomorrow onwards will be my judgement day. Pray hard for me! Thanks =)

STAY BLUE FOR TOMORROW,

STAY BLUE FOR SCHOOL REOPEN,

STAY CALM FOR TOMORROW,

STAY CALM FOR TEST PAPERS.

sigh. XD.

just a mere helpful adivce for myself. wont last long tho.

::LEON HA::

Spell Boring!

2008-08-18T22:35:00.005+08:00

Last weekend, I was compelled to attend the totally boring and sucking Driving Law Lecture. Here are some snap shots that I've taken randomly throughout the boring, hell-like 5 hours long lecture.

The tonnes of forms - ALL IN BM!!! WTC! that I need to fill in. =.=

Who cares what the lecturer is blabbing about??! XD
*You go blah blah blah... and I go snore snore snore...* XD

Ended up reading Grisham's The Last Juror XD

So glad when it was finally 3.15 - the lecture session was over! Whee!! Time for true vacation. XD. Happy joyful holidays.. =)

::LEON HA::

Going Greeny Green

2008-08-17T13:27:00.004+08:00

HEAVENLY CHOC! This month I am going green!!! Yes!! All my 3 blogs are all using green-coloured theme! What the heck! Believe it or not, click on the following links to see it for yourself XD

FABULOUS RED

bottles

Haha! Don't worry. The Red business will be back real soon cause I am going to be fade out with that color soon.. make that clear =)

::LEON HA::

Goodbye and Freedom

2008-08-15T22:48:00.001+08:00

And so we are over anxious or too edgy to bid goodbye to the examinations!!

Phew, at least the boring and f*cking examinations are finally over. Finally can stored all my thick reference books such as Physics, Chemistry, Biology and all those subjects that I distaste a lot back to where they belong - the isolated roll inside my cupboard. XD. Yes! I really need a pain-killer to heal my stress soul after weeks of hitting the books with my head *think of it literally XD* and now I need to cure the appaling bumb on my forehead. *How sad!! XD*

Truly, today our English essay is about "Stress". Guess what did I blabber out? I wrote about where do stress come from among teenagers, types of stress face by adults and acted professionally, gave two advices on how to handle stress. XD. What did I scribble on the paper this morning? Nil trace of words I could reminisce, but only one phrase "England-imported Ice Tea". This is in collaboration with being a superb Ashley Tisdale fans =). Pure nonesense and craps. XD. The last paper was BM. I merely pay much attention to it and I was just like shoved passed it only. Keep my finger cross that I'll do well. XD.

Aww! Sorry there bloggie. This afternoon I blasted with 3-4 episodes of Power Rangers *oops.. so childish* and busy dueling with Koperasi Dinner stuff plus downloading some of Jesse McCartney new hits in his Departure album and also enjoy myself with Ashley Tisdale's songs. XD. Guess that's how my afternoon elapsed. XD. *That's the silhouette of the beginning of school vacation!!! XD*

Gosh! Did not realise that it's nearly 11 now. Guess I need to tug myself in the bed earlier tonight. Why? Let me explain to you. Tomorrow, I need to be ready before 7.30 am as I had signed myself up for driving law lectures!! Gosh!! Sigh.

And so I can picture myself two years ahead, when I am attending college.. T.T Time advances... Sigh. XD

In additional, my sister reminded me that the lecture tomorrow is definitely a mood spoiler so I might as well stand by a phone and send SMS. XD. Yes, that will just fit in absolutely nicely! XD. I am going to bring my phone there, ignore the lecturer and either listen to my MP3 or start hitting the cell phones buttons. XD. Wise choice eh. =)

By the way, pray that my friends and I, especially TY, have a sound trip to Bintulu by land! What the Choc! TY, make sure you are extra cautious of our lecturer. Do not be infected by his virus. Anywhere, I suggest you can use our student as your shield. It is complementary to both lecturer and student if student is affected by this virus so that next time he is more brave enough to admit his maturity. XD. *This part is specially dedicated to TY and me only. XD*

Well. Guess time's up. Update next time =)

::LEON HA::

Beijing 2008

2008-08-10T13:37:00.000+08:00

Yeah! 08-08-08, 8:08 pm, the world see Chinese from another different perspective, and this time round, it's more towards looking up rather than down! Why? It's the Beijing Olympic 2008 that marked a unerasable history in all our Chineses' soul!!!

I watched the opening ceremony. Perhaps, I do not had any adjectives nor adverbs to describe the opening as it is way too fabulous, glamorous and marvellous! Oh my gosh! You have to witness it yourself to see how impressive China is! Oh my gosh! Watch it yourself! Keep yourself filled with the Olympic spirit this few weeks! Haha. Support which country, it's up to you! But I can assure you, this Olympic, will definitely serve as an eye opener to the entire globe of people!

GO CHINA!!!

Here are some pictures related to this time round's Olympic. XD. Enjoy.

Beijing 2008 Logo =)

Behold the prosperous, lucky charm - FUWA

From left - BeiBei, JinJin, HuanHuan, YinYin, NiNi!!!

Enjoy the Olympic month!

Let's Move It!

::LEON HA::

Bail 'Em Out!

2008-08-01T22:16:00.001+08:00

This week is being a harsh and disastrous one. Why? I got to compell myself to BURY myself ALIVE under those pile of thick disinteresting reference books! What the choc! Examinations is around the corner again which mean I need to hit those books which I loathe and distaste a lot!! *make an exception for Maths and Additional Maths =).

Most of things are hanging in the air this time. BM's literature - last minute job savages everything *pray hard tht miracles occur.. XD*. Same goes to English... XD. Chinese *keeping finger cross only, actions taken - nil* Maths and Add. Maths, got an inspiration from my evil evil sis - KEREN da CHOHOLIC!!! She inspired me by promising chocs if i excel in my coming Maths and Add. Maths exam!! Thanks sis!! Muaks!! Love ya! XD. Science - what should I do?? I am insane already! Biology - What the Choc! Memorising again... damn! Chemistry.. phew... some remnants of Chapter 6 and some of Chapter 7. XD. Physics.. only the calculating what so ever angles I ain't so sure bout it.. Anyway, Mr. Eng promised to give me tutorial! XD. History! Gosh! Left Chapter 1 -3, some leftover of Chapter 6 and the entire ass-feel Chapter 7! Choc! Moral - Bullshit!! Theme 1 to 5.. which means I am gonna compell myself to memorise those definition until I turned into a physco!!!

Anyway, an outcome from this complains that I've lodged - How do you define Science students??!! Ain't Science stream are suppose to practise something more on practical, and less on memory work!! Damn! History, Bio and Moral are all memory work, which means my prime enemy too!! What the Heck!!! Frankly, Malaysia's Educational System need a total RESURFACE!!!! If no drastic action is taken, all Science students will walk out from their school after receiving their SPM like ZOMBEESSS!!!!!!!

Since exam is round the corner, I will keep my this loyal laptop back into its case and let it take a break for 2 weeks inside my wardrobe until school breaks off!! Aww! I am going to miss you lots ya!! Haih. Anyway, for those of you who are free and feel bored if you do not have any things to do, please feel free to download a few new songs, which I promise gonna soothe you a lots *hope so.. XD*

SHADOW OF THE NIGHT

(From The Film - Picture This)

HEAVEN IS A PLACE ON EARTH

TIME AFTER TIME

TOO MANY WALLS

(Official SIngles)

All of them are by ASHLEY TISDALE!!!

YES!!! Ashley had just released a new movie called Picture This and lots of nice songs =)

Enough of bailing my inner thought?? Nah! Not so fast. This post must be long and ample enough to fill up my blog's tummy until it got exploded. XD. Haha. Here's a sweet dessert for both my bloggie and Keren da Choholic!!!

I love figures and algebras, thanks to Keren,

I am so defiant, compliments to Wee,

I am such a spoilt brat, millions hugs for Qiao,

I am so on a choholic footsteps, because of Jia,

Lastly, I am so myself, thanks to the love from the Choholic!!!

P/s: Keren, make sure you are touched or else you will be pissed off =)

Ok! Enough updates for this week and also next week. XD. So, see you soon in a few week times. Pray that I will excel well in all the papers I am going to sit for! Thanks a bunch!!

::LEON HA::

生活小曲

2008-07-26T19:44:00.005+08:00

我到外享用晚饭时，刚吃饱想打打屁股，缴付了千后，就离开了。刹那间，一名约13-14岁，上了中学的学生吧，身穿简单，没什么豪华的思索，也没什么很明显他家境面临经济拮据的现象，出现在我眼前，一双脆弱、瘦小的手，拼老命似的，扛着一个篮子，走到我面前。

一眼瞧下去，便知他又是要售卖糕点了。我装不懂，只是对他微微笑罢了。

准备转身离开时，他却开口，“哥哥！请买一个吧！”接着，我唯独看到的，只是他以一双已被厚镜遮着的眼睛的凝着我。

我看到那副可怜的样子，心里突然起了一股苦涩的味道。但，为了要显示坚强，我还是打算只买一包，让他赶快走开。

“哥！你。。。是不是从。。。来自古晋中学吗？”他突然，吞吞吐吐地开口问道。

我真的诧异极了！心想，“你这小伙子，连我在什么学校就读，你都知道？莫非你常监视我吗？思索了一会儿，便打算坦白说出真相。

看他仍然凝视着我，令我更对不起自己的天地良心，便顺手进他的塑胶制做的篮子内摸索了一下，翻一翻，就知道没一样我爱吃。但是，想到，一个小孩子那么可怜，何必委屈他呢？所以便选了一样。

当我正准备付钱时，我“顺口开河”地问他，“卖不完，你娘会生气吗？”

他一声不吭，便知答案是“是”了。心里突然又酸了，比醋还要酸呢！我顿时觉得，我更需要惠顾他呢！于是便不费九牛二虎之力，一两分钟便再挑选了几样糕点。他算一算，总共为9令吉。我拿了一张红老虎给他。看着他手忙脚乱的样子，想找一张一令吉找给我。我却说，“不用吧！给你当酬劳！”

他笑笑的，而且又是灿烂、幸福的，顿时也让我眉开眼笑。我说，“快去卖吧！天渐渐暗了，而且仿佛要天降甘霖了。加油！！”他高兴、兴奋地点了头，便转身离开了。我也便离开了，因为眼看，一场雷雨交加的雨，随时会发生，且听到寒风刮起来的寒冷，自己也感到有些阴风迎面吹来，便匆匆地离开。但，心内还是担心那小伙子。

其实，生活，不一定要什么社会风暴、国家大事、国家灾难、全球问题、国际论点、世界大战等才能让人们有所感触。生活中，许多平凡、不起眼的小事，也就是因为这些毫不起眼的小事，没有什么人关心，所以才制造更糟糕的明天、更令人失望的世界。唉！从这一件小事，的确让我看到了，生存在这世上，应该懂得如何避免“生在福中不知福”的恶习。

小小的事情，让我顿时感到幸福、也让我懂得，其实，平时应该放慢脚步，多观察周围一些人物与事物，匆匆忙忙地带过，真的，对你我都无害。我也从中知道，其实不一定要做什么总编辑、巡察员的委员等，才能引人注目。留得青山在，不怕没柴烧，只要有天赋、有本领，到哪里，都会有人公认！

一个生活小曲，小小事件，微小却不平凡呀！

::LEON HA::

Koperasi Tee

2008-07-24T20:17:00.002+08:00

Koperasi Tee Front View

Koperasi Tee Back View

Comment pls!!! Thank u!!!

::LEON HA::

Give Me a Title!!!

2008-07-22T22:05:00.001+08:00

Today during recess, my new AJK - Amy demanded me to update my blog as she found the blog quite boring and the 2 recent posts - 'Freakeee~' and 'just a scribble' were too short and she finished gobbling them up in seconds. XD. *exaggeration applied… XD*. Then, I replied Amy that that she could read something like ‘Closing the Chapter’ or ‘It’s a Week that I’ll Never Forget’. Guess what Amy replied? You’ll be CHOCed to death when you listened to her astonishing reply…

Here goes… along with drum roll!!! *picutre the sound effect yourself… XD*

"NO!! The closing the chapter was soooo long that when I read half way, I decided to close the window…"

Ish!! Amy!! I am going to punish you for not reading all the contents in the long winded post!! XD. Your punishment will be as follow:

1. I will rebel against what you say next time in Prefectorial Board.. XD *nah.. not going to happen.. pls do not take this seriously*

2. I will eat chocolates always while performing my duty just like Chocoholic!!! *aww.. speaking ’bout choholic… i started missing my evil evil evil cunning sis who overspoilt her bro with tonnes of chocolates - KEREN WEE a million times more!!! XD*

3. I will do my very best to ensure you that you have the opportunity to deduct my marks!!! XD

Hmm.. Amy, sound rebelious enough, or do you want more?? XD. Guess Amy will be exploding after reading this post. Nah!! Our good-o-Amy, I will assure you that the probability of these cases to occur is zero *I keep my finger cross simultaneously too.. XD*

Considering the larva from Amy’s volcano may almost reach the floor, guess I’ll just stop my virtual pen here. XD.

P/s: Amy!!! Enjoy this post lots ya =)

::LEON HA::

Freakeee~

2008-07-20T12:31:00.003+08:00

It's being freakeee that I had not filled up my blog's belly with stuff for 4 days 3 nights! What the choc! Guess these days am too busy working the magazine stuff.. however, don't mention the word "magazine" to me right now.. getting freaked out by that term. XD.

Thursday and Friday I was busy giving myself days off! XD. Then yesterday visited the Cultural Village. Will post the snap shots up here a.s.a.p. *if i got the T-I-M-E... XD* and also today!! I need to practice my piano!!!! Am performing during prefects' dinner tonite. XD

::LEON HA::

just a scribble

2008-07-16T17:27:00.000+08:00

she saw me, said she missed me literally, and started launching misslbe bombs at me…

who is that she?

guess yourself loh… damn magazine teacher…

and also the f*cking dog,

who just phoned you in the middle of the night

and demand for this and that

yet he himself did nil at all =)

this is serious XD

::LEON HA::