Shed Your Tears

Dump away your trash,

Leave aside all the harsh,

Shed away your tears,

And brimming is your laughter.

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Avoid complication in life,

But head for a simple one,

Life is about choice making,

So wisely you choose yourself.

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Eliminate the unwanted burdens,

Junk unimportant tasks in bins,

Shed away your tears,

And dance in the rain with joy.

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Push aside your stuff,

And prioritise your fabulous life,

Our journey is only once,

Hence make it a splendid one.

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Ignore all sarcasms and critics,

Say NO to the demanding,

Be the illustrator of your life,

And author your life fantastically.

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Take my dear advices from here,

Shed away your tears,

When you reminisce your past life later,

And you’ll find a collection of happiness!

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aww.. it’s being long ago i did not scribble randomly for a poem =)

nice one.. got an inspiration today.. perhaps XD

::LEON HA::

darn!!

I was expecting this week life will be back as normal as my magazine stuff is now 100% complete. DARN! How incorrect I was! The demanding and demanding and evil woman (u know who you are) sent the dog to call me out of class again! DARN! She told me to do this and that again! What the CHOC!

Mind I remind you, I DO NOT have much time with my study already and yet YOU keep on appearing in my life!! Why NOT you just vanish from my life forever and ever?? My results are nosediving and I kept on being REPRIMANDED by parents and teachers! DARN!!!

Mind I give you a reminder, everytime you walked past my classroom, my gang will all bellowed at me "ENG ENG LEON! PN LOO IS HERE!" OMG! How humiliating and embarassing it is, do you ever realise that? Nope. I figured out that you never feel asahmed! Gosh! =p

Am blasting with Ashley Tisdale's song now. And one of the lyrics sounds "YOU JUST BUMPED INTO THE ROAD OF ME!" Yea! Magazine just stumbled into my ideal life and ruin everything of mine. thanks a lot and read that in a sarcastic manner and the best, you can feel an irksome feel after reading that =p.

Closing this post, I am giving you are the final warning "I WANNA DUMP AWAY THE MAGAZINE STUFF! I DO NOT CARE BOUT U ANYMORE!" Don't compel me to go up the wall cos if I happen to be so, I will just continuously bellow straight into your ears and mind I remind you, THIS IS NOT A JOKEFUL JOKE. If I showed you the red card like what occur in football match, darn!! you are finished!! anyone will be pissed off =)

dont ever dare to touch me or else you will receive the "DARN!!!" signal XD

::LEON HA::

yea...

went to see pn. loo today as usual... kinda like a daily routine now..

she started questioning me these stuffs:

pn loo: leon, so hows ur things *as in majalah lah*

leon: erm... i got the ex-highians perutusan done and emailed to jeffrey

pn loo: has pn ngoi edited it?

leon: yes..

pn loo: nod her head... *seem agreeing*... *then some pauses* how about ur pergerakan and class photo?

leon: class photo.. DONE! and pergerakan... the last 2 period i'll be editing

pn loo: emm. ok lah!

then pn. loo seem quite satisfied with my progress and she set me free. XD. and so i also realised that my magazine stuff is now 98% completed.. provided no mistakes in my work =)

yea! so over the moon now =)

at least bid goodbye to the demanding pn loo at first XD

cheers for me =)

::LEON HA::

and so...

hmm.. firstly.. i needed to bellow loudly, "MY BLOG IS LEFT VACANT FOR AT LEAST 3 DAYS FROM THE LAST DAY I UPDATED IT!!!" Frankly, a sarcastic thanks to magazine, pn. loo and d dog editor. thank them for occupying my golden weekend hibernating in my soft bed, fooling around in the Net, busy sms-ing friends and lots more. yea. thanks to them. sorry guys! i dont have much time to spare with you guys, and so... the thanks go to the 3 of them [*sarcasm applied.. XD]

I spent my whole good day in the chilling library, working for the entire day, again, it's for the magazine. sigh. I missed my good time in class chatting wth friends. obvioulsy, being in and out of the class do not make a huge difference for me but at least, I am in class and teachers wont catch me loitering!! XD.

Good news today - nil. No! at least one. we witnessed pn. loo reprimanding the dog editor. *cheers* good for it! XD

Extra burden - You can say that again! That idiot pn. loo threw me another 2 more stuffs again! editing and respacing the pergerakan staff shouldn't be my job right? It's not under my care, aint it? Unfortunately, pn. loo din understand English much. she gave it to me. yea. thank u very much, and read that sarcastically... =p.

Coming up, class photo! MORE WORK again! Ish! Editing and checking are beyond my boundaries. Don't u noe that, pn loo! How sad that u can still teach English yet you do not noe English thoroughly at all! She put the editing things to me! what the choc! what are the 5 other editors there for? Well, exclude Vivan who is busy working with the graphic. the other 4? what are them doing? especially the vermin??? he did nil at all throughot the year besides ringing u in the midst of the night and start speaking foul languages. yea. that's what a job of a vermin is =)

and so...

my wishlist now is:

1. I wanna to be in class tmrw, especially during Maths and Add Maths period =).

2. I wanna threw magazine stuff aside now. complete them by tonight and i bid goodbye XD.

yea. grant my wish, Santa! I noe I am a good boy all these while XD

::LEON HA::

How Dare You?

I just returned from a relative dinner. It was in collaboration to celebrate their mum's birthday. I was so e-m-o just now when I saw them taking the MASSIVE, happy family photo. It suddenly made my grey cells to trace back those moments I had with my long departed grandma. Suddenly, I got so e-m-o as I am DAMN missing my grandma. Frankly, why did she depart so early? Sigh. It was just totally impossible but Jacq told me that's all God's arrangement and we had to accept it. Well, I hope my grandma's is now living happily in heaven. I read a mail before, it related that, death is the beginning of real life with God. Suddenly, I prayed hard that this statement is true! XD.

Well, cutting back to our main topic. Why my post's title sounded like bellowing straight into someone's ear pinnas? Yes, in fact I am. I learned from my uncle that his son aka my cousin is constantly ignoring his ill grandma aka my maternal side's grandma too. My grandma keeps on yelling at him, pleeding him to come down to take his dinner but he just ignored her persuade. What the F*cking Grandson you are?! You know you should cherish your grandma while she is still alive. You know how bad and disastrous and sombre it is when your dearest relatives vanish from this planet forever? You should acknowledge that you have lost your grandpa even before you were born and hence you should cherish and treasure your grandma even more!

I am not trying to sound like cursing anyone but frankly, once a person departs and leaves us, there is no way you will see him/her again. Yes, you can see them, in 2-Dimensional, in snap shots but they will no longer speak, laugh, share with us anymore! If you think there is still ample of time, how wrong you are! Citing HSM's Everyday's Lyrics "Once in a lifetime, means there's no second chance." Therefore, read the sentence over and over again and understand it! Our dearest and including all of us, we have only one life, we should live it up to the fullest.

While we can and as far as possible we should extend our interaction, bonding session and sharing thoughts session with our dearest family members, relatives and friends. Frankly, if you do not cherish the opportunity you own now, once the chance bids us goodbye it will never turn back.

Let me bellow through your ear pinnas again, "HOW DARE YOU NEGLECT YOUR DEAREST GRANDMA!!! YOU ARE SHOWING NIL RESPECT TO YOUR LOVE ONE! IF I WERE YOU, I WOULD HAVE DONE THINGS THE OPPOSITE WAY!!"

E-M-O much. XD

::LEON HA::

Independence Day Much?

Malaysia has finally gained her 51 years of independence. Last year, it was a solemn and grand celebration throughout the nation and everyone was overjoyed about it. What about this year? Can you actually still see the fun and excitement anymore? Nil.

I heard this, "You couldn't expect Malaysians to purposely go purchase the Malaysians' flag to be hung on buildings, vehicles and etc.".

Feeling puzzled and mystified, I hunted down for the reasons.

And here is my answers. "That ass BN (the party that rule Malaysia cruely and cold-heartedly for 51 years and corruption occured everyday) just marked up the price of fuel oil so drastically and always corrupt the people's money, why would people stil have the desire to be patriotic towards the nation?"

I thought about it thoughtfully, then I just nodded, as a silhouette of agreeing. XD.

True. That's the most transparent answer that reflect our nation. CORRUPTION! It occured everywhere. Sigh. See?! At first the Deputy Ministry of Education promised to give KHS funds to rebuild our Block 1 and Block 2. However, that day he denied that he ever said those words and he claimed that the government will not sponsor KHS to rebuild the school! See? Isn't that obvious? In Moral, you taught us about fighting against corruption yet on the other hand you are doing the wrong thing? How pathetic that would be.

So, if the politicians, or what should I say, those fools want our people to put on and wave...

Jalur Gemilang, the nation's flag proudly, think about what you can do for the people, and NOT what the people can suffer more for you. Remember, in a democratic country, people can topple you down or like what is occuring now, experts ranging from doctors, engineers and even undergraduates rather flee to overseas like Singapore, Australia, The States, Italy and so on. Whatever the outcomes are, they spell disastrous to the current ruling party =).

THINK ABOUT IT WISELY!
How embarassed you are?! An adolescene like me, 16+ can think even rationally than you all. XD.

51 Years of Independence
put aside all future developements
but spruce up the dirty side
the filthy conditions we had now
just for a change
for the start of something new
and hopefully our nation
gain a new lookout
and mark another new history
and better development
during the next milestone.

::LEON HA::

ANGER

Sigh. I really feel so random and aimless writing today post. Well, start with my results, again. My parents keep on grumbling and complaining about my nosediving results and indirectly spoke to me sarcastically about all the tonnes of SHIT activities that I have participated, obviously. Sigh. In fact, I feel like bellowing straight into their ear pinnas "HEH THERE! DO YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE SACRIFICED 99% OF MY RED CRESCENT ACTIVITIES ALREADY? THE REMAINING 1% SHOULD NOT BE A BIG PROBLEM RIGHT?!"

I am also feeling like jerking "YOU KNOW HOW SAD AND MISERABLE IT IS WHEN MY FRIENDS IN SCHOOL ARE ALL TALKING BOUT PROBLEMS & SWEET MEMORIES AROUSED IN THEIR CHINESE CLUB, PREFECTORIAL BOARD AND LALA...".

I will also end up screaming like hell to you too "IS IT OVER THE WALL FOR ME TO JOIN 2 EXTRA INACTIVE CLUBS?!".

"WHAT'S WRONG TAKING UP MATHEMATICS WHEN I ENTERED UNIVERSITY LATER?!"

"WHAT THE HELL! YOU CRITICISE MY MATHEMATICS IS A NIGHTMARE! WHY NOT YOU OBTAINED PERFECT SCORES DURING SECONDARY SCHOOL?"

Do you know how hurt it is for a teenager to accept critics, especially those who criticise you on your good points? DUH! Don't you know adolescence is the perfect time for us to find our true self? Damn! I can tell you what!

I know what I desire! I know what I like!

AND DON'T COMPEL ME TO DO SOMETHING I DISTASTE!

PLUS! I AM MYSELF! WHO CARES WHOSOEVER WANNA BE DOCTORS, LAWYERS AND BLAH BLAH BLAH! TELL YOU WHAT, I JUST DON'T BELIEVE I AM MAKING THE WRONG DECISION!

The inferno is still burning. Don't you dare to touch me!

::LEON HA::