ANGER

Sigh. I really feel so random and aimless writing today post. Well, start with my results, again. My parents keep on grumbling and complaining about my nosediving results and indirectly spoke to me sarcastically about all the tonnes of SHIT activities that I have participated, obviously. Sigh. In fact, I feel like bellowing straight into their ear pinnas "HEH THERE! DO YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE SACRIFICED 99% OF MY RED CRESCENT ACTIVITIES ALREADY? THE REMAINING 1% SHOULD NOT BE A BIG PROBLEM RIGHT?!"

I am also feeling like jerking "YOU KNOW HOW SAD AND MISERABLE IT IS WHEN MY FRIENDS IN SCHOOL ARE ALL TALKING BOUT PROBLEMS & SWEET MEMORIES AROUSED IN THEIR CHINESE CLUB, PREFECTORIAL BOARD AND LALA...".

I will also end up screaming like hell to you too "IS IT OVER THE WALL FOR ME TO JOIN 2 EXTRA INACTIVE CLUBS?!".

"WHAT'S WRONG TAKING UP MATHEMATICS WHEN I ENTERED UNIVERSITY LATER?!"

"WHAT THE HELL! YOU CRITICISE MY MATHEMATICS IS A NIGHTMARE! WHY NOT YOU OBTAINED PERFECT SCORES DURING SECONDARY SCHOOL?"

Do you know how hurt it is for a teenager to accept critics, especially those who criticise you on your good points? DUH! Don't you know adolescence is the perfect time for us to find our true self? Damn! I can tell you what!

I know what I desire! I know what I like!

AND DON'T COMPEL ME TO DO SOMETHING I DISTASTE!

PLUS! I AM MYSELF! WHO CARES WHOSOEVER WANNA BE DOCTORS, LAWYERS AND BLAH BLAH BLAH! TELL YOU WHAT, I JUST DON'T BELIEVE I AM MAKING THE WRONG DECISION!

The inferno is still burning. Don't you dare to touch me!

::LEON HA::

Let Go, Leon!

LEON, LET GO EVERYTHING!!!

Leon, please let go all your junks! No point keeping them!

Academic is your priority!

Yes, I really need to give priority to my academics, letting go magazine, prefects and hoping I can still cope if I maintain my Cooperatives and Financial Club!

Guess you have hit the bullseye if you are guessing my result this time. Sigh.

::LEON HA::

Holiday Recap

Hmm.. What did I do throughout this entire week of holiday? Guess I really need to tickle my grey cells to recap what have I done this mid-term break. XD.

I kicked start off last weekend with the boring, hell-like driving law lecture which killed my 5 sweet hours for sleeping, snoring, chit-chatting and hanging out time. T.T. Then, because I was so moodless the go out after the lecture, I miss a chance to hangout with my long lost (exaggeration applied here.. XD) sis - KEREN WEE da CHOCOHOLIC!!! She promised to purchase nice stuff to let me consume if and only if I went to Kuching Fes. Nope! I was a defiant bro! I went against her and so, I did not earn my food. Sigh.

Sunday, well, as usual lah, FIRST tuition of the holiday - BM! Choc! The teacher knows we are all in holiday mood so we spent most of our time taking turns to read the drama. Phew. Thank goodness it was not as boring like what I had in mind =). Hmm.. yea.. at night dad, mum and I went to Uncle Hing's house to have a party! The food my uncle cooked was fantastic! We had Teochew style steamed Talipia, Fried Noodles, Mix Vegetables, Deep Fried Crabs with Salted Eggs (yea! my grandpa's and sis, as in Evelyn's fav dish.. XD) and lots more. I suddenly felt so hungry and droplets of saliva were rushing down my mouth. XD.

Monday, though it was whole day of continuous tuition. It was kind of fun. Why? I spent the gloomy Monday Blue morning and recharged Monday afternoon at my favourite subject - ADDITIONAL MATH, and best of all, with my buddies!! XD. That day, me, Amanda, Marilyn and Shay Hwa spent our lunch break which was about 3 hours, roaming in Crown Square & Hock Lee Complex! XD. The food was so disastrous. I was so lazy to take snap shots of what junk we ate. If I post them out here, I can assure you you'll lose your appetite in a split moment. Trust me =).

Tuesday, dad brought me and grandpa to his favourite kopitiam at the Xia Huang Street at the old town of Kuching. XD. Yea! The noodles, soups really aided me to recapture my younger days when I usually went there to have breakfast with my sis and grandma when school breaked off. Well, beginning of this year, my free Saturday morning and also holidays were very much occupied by tuitions and school cocurricular activities which made me quite sick now. Well, what to do? XD

Wednesday, Add Math tuition but only during morning only. Thursday's life was usual except towards the evening. At 6.30 pm, I brought along the potato salad which I had prepared in the afternoon to Yun Hui's house. First, we had the Kuching High Red Crescent Camp meeting. Many ex-leaders were present, including HOWE! Speaking of Howe, a miracle just occured, HOWE finally got himself a Friendster account! Yea Jacquelyn, our dream really come true =) Jacq, remember the time when we guessed when will Howe create himself a Friendster account? Haha. That was our hot topic last holiday, at least for a few days. XD

After meeting, the night is still young. We celebrated Yun Hui's last day on Earth as a 15-year-old boy. XD. TY made the finest slide show and the food Yun Hui's mum prepared were scrumptious. BDW, I got thumbs-up for my potato salad. Whee!!! XD. *Excuse me for my vanity.. XD*

Friday, hmm.. not much.. was so exhausted doing Koperasi dinner stuff. Keep finger crossed everything will run well on that day, i.e. the National Day of Malaysia =). Special much, our Koperasi dinner. XD.

Saturday, early in the morning I threw myself out of my bed. Why? The graveyard of my long departed, loveable grandma was ready. So, according to Chinese tradition, we need to prepare feast for my grandma in collaboration to celebrate her to move into her new house. I was so emotional that tear drops again! 阿嫲！你知道我几想你吗？我好后悔那天来不及同你讲最后一次的“我爱你！”，因为我总以为你会长命百岁！(read this in Cantonese. XD) So, I was so gloomy for the rest of the day until last night when I attended Yun Hui's birthday function.

Thanks to Dawson, Daniel, Eleen, Tan Yee, Kian Pei, Kelly, Sze Tieng, Shirley, Tchii, Edmund and lots more. Thank you so much friends from dragging me out of loneliness and I feel so great after the function. XD. BDW, Happy Belated Sweet Fabulous 16th Birthday, Yun Hui! =) Ma! Now it's my turn to demand present from you cause you owe me prexie liao.. I have finally bought you present but you haven't bought mine yet =)

Today, special thing is, I remember to blog my entire holiday life in my blog here. Keeping my finger cross that I will excel in all my papers that I have sat for. Tomorrow onwards will be my judgement day. Pray hard for me! Thanks =)

STAY BLUE FOR TOMORROW,

STAY BLUE FOR SCHOOL REOPEN,

STAY CALM FOR TOMORROW,

STAY CALM FOR TEST PAPERS.

sigh. XD.

just a mere helpful adivce for myself. wont last long tho.

::LEON HA::

Spell Boring!

Last weekend, I was compelled to attend the totally boring and sucking Driving Law Lecture. Here are some snap shots that I've taken randomly throughout the boring, hell-like 5 hours long lecture.

The tonnes of forms - ALL IN BM!!! WTC! that I need to fill in. =.=

Who cares what the lecturer is blabbing about??! XD
*You go blah blah blah... and I go snore snore snore...* XD

Ended up reading Grisham's The Last Juror XD

So glad when it was finally 3.15 - the lecture session was over! Whee!! Time for true vacation. XD. Happy joyful holidays.. =)

::LEON HA::

Going Greeny Green

HEAVENLY CHOC! This month I am going green!!! Yes!! All my 3 blogs are all using green-coloured theme! What the heck! Believe it or not, click on the following links to see it for yourself XD

FABULOUS RED

bottles

Haha! Don't worry. The Red business will be back real soon cause I am going to be fade out with that color soon.. make that clear =)

::LEON HA::

Goodbye and Freedom

And so we are over anxious or too edgy to bid goodbye to the examinations!!

Phew, at least the boring and f*cking examinations are finally over. Finally can stored all my thick reference books such as Physics, Chemistry, Biology and all those subjects that I distaste a lot back to where they belong - the isolated roll inside my cupboard. XD. Yes! I really need a pain-killer to heal my stress soul after weeks of hitting the books with my head *think of it literally XD* and now I need to cure the appaling bumb on my forehead. *How sad!! XD*

Truly, today our English essay is about "Stress". Guess what did I blabber out? I wrote about where do stress come from among teenagers, types of stress face by adults and acted professionally, gave two advices on how to handle stress. XD. What did I scribble on the paper this morning? Nil trace of words I could reminisce, but only one phrase "England-imported Ice Tea". This is in collaboration with being a superb Ashley Tisdale fans =). Pure nonesense and craps. XD. The last paper was BM. I merely pay much attention to it and I was just like shoved passed it only. Keep my finger cross that I'll do well. XD.

Aww! Sorry there bloggie. This afternoon I blasted with 3-4 episodes of Power Rangers *oops.. so childish* and busy dueling with Koperasi Dinner stuff plus downloading some of Jesse McCartney new hits in his Departure album and also enjoy myself with Ashley Tisdale's songs. XD. Guess that's how my afternoon elapsed. XD. *That's the silhouette of the beginning of school vacation!!! XD*

Gosh! Did not realise that it's nearly 11 now. Guess I need to tug myself in the bed earlier tonight. Why? Let me explain to you. Tomorrow, I need to be ready before 7.30 am as I had signed myself up for driving law lectures!! Gosh!! Sigh.

And so I can picture myself two years ahead, when I am attending college.. T.T Time advances... Sigh. XD

In additional, my sister reminded me that the lecture tomorrow is definitely a mood spoiler so I might as well stand by a phone and send SMS. XD. Yes, that will just fit in absolutely nicely! XD. I am going to bring my phone there, ignore the lecturer and either listen to my MP3 or start hitting the cell phones buttons. XD. Wise choice eh. =)

By the way, pray that my friends and I, especially TY, have a sound trip to Bintulu by land! What the Choc! TY, make sure you are extra cautious of our lecturer. Do not be infected by his virus. Anywhere, I suggest you can use our student as your shield. It is complementary to both lecturer and student if student is affected by this virus so that next time he is more brave enough to admit his maturity. XD. *This part is specially dedicated to TY and me only. XD*

Well. Guess time's up. Update next time =)

::LEON HA::

Beijing 2008

Yeah! 08-08-08, 8:08 pm, the world see Chinese from another different perspective, and this time round, it's more towards looking up rather than down! Why? It's the Beijing Olympic 2008 that marked a unerasable history in all our Chineses' soul!!!

I watched the opening ceremony. Perhaps, I do not had any adjectives nor adverbs to describe the opening as it is way too fabulous, glamorous and marvellous! Oh my gosh! You have to witness it yourself to see how impressive China is! Oh my gosh! Watch it yourself! Keep yourself filled with the Olympic spirit this few weeks! Haha. Support which country, it's up to you! But I can assure you, this Olympic, will definitely serve as an eye opener to the entire globe of people!

GO CHINA!!!

Here are some pictures related to this time round's Olympic. XD. Enjoy.

Beijing 2008 Logo =)

Behold the prosperous, lucky charm - FUWA

From left - BeiBei, JinJin, HuanHuan, YinYin, NiNi!!!

Enjoy the Olympic month!

Let's Move It!

::LEON HA::

Bail 'Em Out!

This week is being a harsh and disastrous one. Why? I got to compell myself to BURY myself ALIVE under those pile of thick disinteresting reference books! What the choc! Examinations is around the corner again which mean I need to hit those books which I loathe and distaste a lot!! *make an exception for Maths and Additional Maths =).

Most of things are hanging in the air this time. BM's literature - last minute job savages everything *pray hard tht miracles occur.. XD*. Same goes to English... XD. Chinese *keeping finger cross only, actions taken - nil* Maths and Add. Maths, got an inspiration from my evil evil sis - KEREN da CHOHOLIC!!! She inspired me by promising chocs if i excel in my coming Maths and Add. Maths exam!! Thanks sis!! Muaks!! Love ya! XD. Science - what should I do?? I am insane already! Biology - What the Choc! Memorising again... damn! Chemistry.. phew... some remnants of Chapter 6 and some of Chapter 7. XD. Physics.. only the calculating what so ever angles I ain't so sure bout it.. Anyway, Mr. Eng promised to give me tutorial! XD. History! Gosh! Left Chapter 1 -3, some leftover of Chapter 6 and the entire ass-feel Chapter 7! Choc! Moral - Bullshit!! Theme 1 to 5.. which means I am gonna compell myself to memorise those definition until I turned into a physco!!!

Anyway, an outcome from this complains that I've lodged - How do you define Science students??!! Ain't Science stream are suppose to practise something more on practical, and less on memory work!! Damn! History, Bio and Moral are all memory work, which means my prime enemy too!! What the Heck!!! Frankly, Malaysia's Educational System need a total RESURFACE!!!! If no drastic action is taken, all Science students will walk out from their school after receiving their SPM like ZOMBEESSS!!!!!!!

Since exam is round the corner, I will keep my this loyal laptop back into its case and let it take a break for 2 weeks inside my wardrobe until school breaks off!! Aww! I am going to miss you lots ya!! Haih. Anyway, for those of you who are free and feel bored if you do not have any things to do, please feel free to download a few new songs, which I promise gonna soothe you a lots *hope so.. XD*

SHADOW OF THE NIGHT

(From The Film - Picture This)

HEAVEN IS A PLACE ON EARTH

TIME AFTER TIME

TOO MANY WALLS

(Official SIngles)

All of them are by ASHLEY TISDALE!!!

YES!!! Ashley had just released a new movie called Picture This and lots of nice songs =)

Enough of bailing my inner thought?? Nah! Not so fast. This post must be long and ample enough to fill up my blog's tummy until it got exploded. XD. Haha. Here's a sweet dessert for both my bloggie and Keren da Choholic!!!

I love figures and algebras, thanks to Keren,

I am so defiant, compliments to Wee,

I am such a spoilt brat, millions hugs for Qiao,

I am so on a choholic footsteps, because of Jia,

Lastly, I am so myself, thanks to the love from the Choholic!!!

P/s: Keren, make sure you are touched or else you will be pissed off =)

Ok! Enough updates for this week and also next week. XD. So, see you soon in a few week times. Pray that I will excel well in all the papers I am going to sit for! Thanks a bunch!!

::LEON HA::